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2011-07-22T06:01:00.000-07:00

HEHEHEHEHHE!!

BACKK.

Alot of things happen today.

2 UTs. practicum plus accounting.

MY BIRTHDAY!!

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okay, so. start with what???

BIRTHDAY OF COURSE

Birthday surprise from limin, cac and chiewww!!!

IN THE TOILET!

AHAHAHHAH.

all started from morning when we were suppose to meet up to do our hair!

chiew and cac were hiding in the cubicle and limin was the spy! HAH.

CAKE IN THE TOILET!♥

My pressie from them!!♥

Alright.

So i feel old.

after today i feel old.

geez.

PRACTICUM UT.

grrrrrr.

Have been trying to cramp the concoction for 26 cocktails into my puny brain for the last 4 days, finally its over.

the few of us volunteered. Our theory? simple.

Go first, do first, die first, end first, enjoy first. SIMPLE.

i was the fourth.

phewwwwww.

Cocktail section--> i got Tom Collins first. But because knew nuts about it, the tester(i wont say the name) allow me to repick!! and i got Gin Fizz!! Although i was guessing the concoction, i managed to get the ingredients right. only the cup and method was wrong!! AHAHAHHA.

Clearing 6pax--> ZOMGOSH. horrible! Plates were touching my shirt=fail. nearly drop somemore. I was praying the tester didnt see that i was using my hips area to help support! If not sure fail! Heavy you know!! Even the guys find it tough, what about us?? we all so small and cute. )):

Wine ordering--> hahahah! spilled wine on the table. But other than that, should be alright? oh ya. i used the wrong cloth!! DUMBNESSS. cause the person before used that cloth,i presume its correct. DUMB.

Carry tray--> 2/3. suppose to carry a tray of 5 glasses of water, walk up and down 3 times to collect things with service gear. LIKE SHUTTLE RUN!! drop the first piece. Cause Ms ZZ was looking at me!! then i nervous and drop. -.- lucky not drop the tray of water if not straight fail.

carry 3 soup bowl--> ahahhaha! this one funny. Mr G was testing me. Then when i first carried all, he say, good! steady very fast! then the top bowl started to tilt!! Then he say, haiya, shouldn't talk to you. talk only you ka-lang-ka-boh. LOL. then he let me restart cause he say is his fault!! YAY RIGHT!! then carry all the way out and back to kitchen!! he didnt comment much, just say cannot look at the bowl and walk, must look straight. HEHE. :)

that's about it!! So, all the stations half past six, total should also be half past six? oh well. whatever.

completed, when into the holding room to slack.

ER. FYI. Limin is hugging my legs. ahhahaha! ♥

actually we volunteered to go early, so that we can study for accounting. But you know us, LAZYPIGSFTW. so we didn't study at all. wasted our time, waited for the rest and went for a 2 hr lunch break! waste and waste time!

after that, continue wasting time by pretending to study. The other class people were so nice to let our class go first, considering we have another test after practicum! thanks to tiff da jie for ordering her class to let us first!! she really like big sister of the class!

MANAGEMENT ACCOUNTING.

i can only say, S.H.A.G

1 mark, is all i can confirm i will get.

great right? not expecting high marks.

worrying for my overall GPA only. ohwell.

GIVE UP, MEANS GIVE UP LAH KAY.

after school, came back, met mummy, kor and di for pizza at domino pizza!! Nice pizza!!

The hungry people started before i can take picture!! ):

HEHEHHE. nice pizzaaa!! i like!! FATFATFATFAT

~~~

Last week,

bought my new phone!!

i got data plan now! HEHE.

whatsapp. talkbox. HEHE

samsung galaxy ace.

Went for my early birthday dinner cause daddy wont be home early today.

CRAB CRAB CRAB!! ♥♥♥♥

ILOVECRABLIKENOBODIESBUSINESS.

BYEBYEBYEBYE

2011-07-15T21:53:00.000-07:00

HELLOHELLOHELLO.

Back to blog on a saturday!

last week went for mahjong session at aunt's house! her mahjong tiles so small!! ahhaaha! lucky my fingers small ah. But its really super cute!

Nice tiles i have there!

YESTERDAY!

Marsiling industrial fire. wootwoot.

oops. wrong sound effect.

okay, theoretically speaking, i should be sad and frowning.

but when i was in my father's car on the way to school, i was pretty excited.

First time see such big, thick smoke so near!!

so decided to snap pixxx!! AHHAHAHAHA.

From my school's taxi stand! Nice view!

At the traffic junction just outside my school

Liker G6 right?! hahaahaha!!

Lucky no causalities though.

Anyway, yesterday's practicum is horrible, terrible and anything bad that you can call it.

i was a regular server, just as i wanted. but under someone argh. Dont want to talk about it, but overall comments were horrible. i dislike it. i'm hating it. customer complain that they were not serve when seated, purely because my captain is always missing. who's gonna take order when she's missing? goddamn nuts. At least i had Jana and leeping there to help me. if not, i really 1 man show to cover 5 tables.

whatever. its over. no point talking about it.just hope i will get at least a B for daily grade. but, no hope luhhhhhhh. i think most likely a C already. there goes my straight A. FML

going down for Domino pizza nowww!!! be back soon!

2011-07-12T07:10:00.000-07:00

FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING pissed!

Or maybe is just my period is coming.

Cried twice today. once infront of Mr L, Chef S. The other infront of my parents.

I hate it.

i only show my weak side to people i'm close to. Not random Tom dick or harry. I know you're thinking, aren't i closed to my parents? Yes. but not when they just want to accuse me and Fucking dont look into it. All they want to say is, "I'm your mother you respect me." "i dont want to hear that from you again cause i'm your father". Like Fuck. i can't say things i want?

They are getting used to me being so obedient and being a listening to instructions little girl. When my younger brother goes against them, they just sigh and walk away. When its me, then scream at me. shouldn't it be the other way round cause my brother is the one that is in the 'education' stage and need to learn?

Apparently they are taking for granted that i'm being good, so once i'm talk back, they deem me as disrespectful. There is a thin line between disrespectful and protecting myself. They dont seem to get it. WTF is all i can say.

The first cry today.

not going to talk about it here. Definitely not something nice, not happy tears.

Its just.. C.O.N.F.L.I.C.T

and as a 'Council' member, i guess i'm being 'forced' or rather 'tasked' to resolve this issue.

Not that i have problems solving, but its, hard. ARGH. you wont get it, do you???

Whatever! These are cries to show that:, MY PERIOD IS COMING. i'm going to be in pain and suffering in a few days time!

just got home from Timbre with Steffi. oh well. shall blog next time.

Tired. Shag. Pissed. Irritated. Agitated. DO NOT TOUCH.

2011-07-08T23:01:00.001-07:00

HELLLLLLO~~~

HEHEHEHE. HAPPY NEWS.

I GOT IN FOR STUDENT COUNCIL AS THE HONORARY SECRETARY!!! LIKER G6 right??! heard its going to be tough and stress. true. every role is. oh well. got to keep up with it. hopefully i'll do well!! got the appointment mail yesterday, woohoo~ nearly jumped up when i saw it. was shocked. I really didn't expect myself in the SC. i thought i will be kicked out because i am one of the lousiest candidate. seriously. i have neither the best grades or the best portfolio to begin with. In the end, i got in. freaking shock. but got a heavy workload to take on!!

yesterday was service. As usual, every friday i'm stuck at the restaurant. Ms Z was in a bad mood. can tell. Early in the morning started scolding us. damn. I was at first asked to be captain again. when i was one last week already! why cant they let me just a normal server?! just once?! a normal server please? it has already been 5 weeks and i haven't even tried out being a server! pathetic. that is the most common role. almost half of us will be server, but i havent been one. i've done cashier/bartender, runner, at QSR, captain, and captain. LAME.

BUTBUT, yesterday, they put me in the VVVVVVVVIP room. instead of outside. even more stress. The VIPs coming are my school's principal, and principals from other poly, ITE. i was like, *jaw drop*. 21 people, and only 3 of us serving them. stress. we cannot afford to make mistake! scaryscary!!! but in the end, nothing happen and there were good comments i guess. Not too bad uh!

When to Oliva to eat again on thursday with the girls. (: Yumyum food!

Mocktail of the day!! forgot the name! it made us quiver cause its a little sour, i rmb.
Nice though!! (: Bartender is fun. i know cause i did before!

The appetizer, vermicelli, the centre one is some fruits dont know what.

i know it taste like water melon juice. ahahahah.

plus garlic bread! YUMYUMM!~

Our dear chiewwww didn't like fish, so we got her vegetarian food.

really vegetarian!

This is ours! With fish fillet? with prawns on top, wedges, some corn mix with green and red pepper... HAHAHAHA. dont know what's it call. There's a reason why i'm not a chef.

WOOTWOOT.
DESERT.

Berries, vanilla sobet, poached peach in red wine! NICEEEEEEEE~

ALRIGHT. enough of food! Making me hungry!!!! i think we are planning to go again this tuesday. Its really worth in! 10 bucks for a 3 cost meal, plus got service and presentation and all. worth it!!!!!

Test.

yes, UT1's result barely came out, and UT2 started.

lets start with my results. Not too good.

Got called out to talk by Mr Y. He said that my results are not matching up with my daily performance. so sad right? i'm sad too. ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

B modules (accounting and econs) results are not out yet. whatever. They say more than half of the corhort didnt even pass it. HAHAHAHAH. i'm confirm in that more than half. ^^ whatever. dont care.

UT2! Thursday was CSKO's. Yesterday was RDM's.

CSKO. Culinary science and kitchen operations.

I think it was alright, tough. AHAHAHAH.

they asked about roasted rack of lambs, match with what veg, what sauce, what starch.

the first question i asked myself was, what does a roasted rack of lambs looks like, smells like, taste like. HAHHHAH. I didnt know how it looked like!!! FAIL.

RDM. Room division Management.

what's with strategies and benefits?!?!? i didn't know the differents between them and i think i got them mixed up! so confusing! Why Mr Y so mean!! He still claim that being in his class is an advantage?!?! He's the setter of the paper alright. cause he's the module chair. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Hopefully i wont do as badly as UT1. i really want to do well for my H modules!! )):

22 july--> Accounting UT, Practical UT, submission day for National day video (i have to vet-meeting), MY BIRTHDAY! DAMN IT. why everything on my brithday!?!? sad or sad?! arghhhhhhh. i guess no nice birthday celebrations this year. crappy. OH WELL. hopefully birthday will give me luck, so i'll score in the UTs. (most likely not lah, for accounting) *FAIL FACTOR*

Have i said that i'm jealous of Hyuna figure. ahhhh. so sexy. JEALOUSJEALOUSJEALOUS. her bubble pop song is nice. i lioke. ^^

BYEBYE

2011-07-01T05:47:00.000-07:00

Back. Hello. (:

TODAY.

CRAFT CHICKEN. CUTTING THE CHICKEN MEAT OUT FROM THE ENTIRE THINGY.

woohooo~~ and my drumsticks flew. Infront of our very own SOH director, Mr Toh. horriblegirl93. lucky he never see, so i quickly put nicely. hahahahha!! shhh. top secret! i was the captain today, first time taking order like that, stressful. somemore, one table is our SOH director hosting a guest from Florida, the other table is edwin and his managers. i saw the names, i'm like, FML. edwin's gonna make life difficult, Mr Toh's gonna give me stress. i captain somemore. cui. lucky nothing much happened.

OHYA.

I FREAKING CALLED A WOMAN: "SIR". and she said, i would preferred to be called mdm. Then i'm like, shit!!! SORRY!! OMG RIGHT!!!

andand,

When i said that, this is your main course, roasted chicken to edwin's table, his manager asked me: what's the name of this chicken??

i'm was like, HUH. chicken got name?!?! then edwin stare at me and smile. i knew it was a joke. so i said, Mr Roasted Chicken. LIKE LOL.

Fun but tiring. (:

everyone is saying that praticum is not fun, difficult to get good grades. but i like. this is the module that we get grades easily!! WHY THEY NO LIKE?!?!

Yesterday.

had our RDM presentation at the lecture theatre. pretty weird and funny. a presentation for 5 groups, total 22 people, in a lecture theatre that can fit 500 plus people. Funny or what, Mr Yuan. LOL. with the mic too. speaking into the mic. like funny only!!

check out the emptiness!!

Camwhoring at the back of the theatre. Because nobody was there to watch us. and it was boring. Hehe^^

I haven't said this right? I went for my skin check on saturday, and meet limin and cheiwwwwwwwy for dinner! Went to Limin's house to LEPAK first then chiewwwting came! HEHEHEH!! Went home late. damn it. scaryy.
on the empty train....

We had curry fish head at some place in sembawang! yumyum! ^^actually we wanted to eat the bai mee fen, but there was a super long queue and we were hungry!! The queue was so long that even after we eat finish our curry fish head, the guy was still queue-ing.
after that, they 2, keep complaining that we're growing fat and need to exercise. so we walk to tao hui to tabao. like, from sembawang to yishun. damn it. i hate walking!!! so far somemore!

Was pretty much obsess with Limin's ipad. Interesting games that got me excited. seems like i got no childhood like that ahhhh.

School was giving out free coke last week. i forgot which day but yea. We're singaporeans so yuppp!!we queue for it! eheheheh^^ first few to get them somemore. (Y) Singaporeans FTW.

Not going to say much about Student council. Results are not out yet. Long wait, but long way more i think.

2011-06-27T06:06:00.000-07:00

LAPPY CRASH BOMB. ):
acidentally dropped my laptop this morning.
I thought i saw the table, but when i wanted to put my laptop, i realized that the table wasnt there. -.- FML.
DROPPEEDDDDDDD.
CRASH BOMB
The LCD screen scracked, now cant even see anything. I really wanted to cry. cry. cry. cry. Called my uncle just now, he said that he could send for repair for me! (: YAY! but for about 300 bucks!!!!! Better then sending to the Asus's servicing centre! over there have to pay 600 bucks can! twice!! I was contenplating to buy a new one, if i have to repair for 6oo bucks. but, thanks to uncle william!!! (: <3

Borrowed lappy from school. Like cool only! can borrow for free for 10 days!! (: And its fujitsu somemore! Not the old type lenevo that has the school name sticker on it!! LUCKY ME. (:

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Management Accounting today.
FML.
couldn't understand what was happening in class today. CUI.
really felt like wanting to partial. but because i had meeting after that. so couldnt partial or what. SIAN. But haahahah! manage to pass the day.
OH YA. this laptop right, cannot go MSN!!! and i'm not allowed to download!! )): But i got on ebuddy. HEHEHE. better than nothing.

got to go first. watching the exciting 9pm show! last episode today!! WOOTWOOT! exciting show leh!!

2011-06-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

UPDATEUPDATE!

Haven't updated for quite a long time right? This is going to be a short post alright? got to chopchop and go to bed!

Did PAPER RJ today!! and realized that my handwriting has gotten so bad that it is.. hopeless. Hopefully i will do well for written tests to come!

This is the bear that i got from edwin!! HEHEHEHE. Cute right?!! i got a few more, but no picture! Cute-ness guaranteed!

QSR lunch♥

Drop by QSR to get lunch on tuesday! (: got the feeling of working there, saw Ms Z there working! HEHEHEH! The food there wasn't all that perfect and extraordinary, but is the feeling of supporting our own course mates that's bringing us back!♥ So glad to see the queue growing each time! PENNE BOLOGNESE! WONDERFULLY NICE♥ PLUS CREAM OF MUSHROOM SOUP♥, ICE MILO♥, MANGO PUDDING♥ that's not in the picture! (: PERFECTLY NICE.

OLIVA lunch♥

YEAYEAP!! Went to Oliva for lunch today! We managed to finished a fine dining 3 course meal in 1.5 hrs! Its a achievement! Alright, also because we didn't have that much time to spend in eating! We needed to rush to do PPT too!! (: The food wasn't really wonderful or what alright. But definitely, similar to the QSR, its the feeling of supporting ourselves! It felt like an SOH canteen! Because majority of the people there are from SOH! HAHHHA!!♥ TMR's my turn! 0.o Hopefully i wont screw up! :/

So yeap! Tmr's practical for our class! I'll be at Oliva! Anyone dropping by?!?! ((: I hope i get a nice position!! ♥♥ actually, every role is fun! Just, HOW FUN IS IT? HEHEHEH!! (: Honestly, i'm pretty excited for tmr!

Student council! So yeap! Havent been rallying much for the positions. I am not say really trying to fight for it or what. I just want to try out, but its really alright if i got it or not! To me, it is not something really important that it is a must to get. I just want to... YA. TRY. just trying out! Next monday is the rally speech already! Alittle nervous! mhmmmm. Shall see! ♥

Ciaos. going to bed soon, got to wakey wakey early tmr for praticum! (: meeting the girls at 8.15am! :/ so early!!~~♥

2011-06-07T23:10:00.000-07:00

Okay, i came to my blog, and i realized that i forgot to blog about something that happened quite sometime ago. I shall do it now, because it hit me right in, DEEP.

I volunteered to help out for my IG (interest group AKA CCA) welcome tea party. Welcome tea party is an event where we invited all the members to come and get to know other members. It was more like a bonding session. I VOLENTEERED.

During the dry run day, i felt to make used of! This particular committee member, X was so PISSING OFF. she saw this guy doing all the doorgift which is bookmarks, all alone. so X went us to him and asked why are you doing all alone?? When me and a few other volunteers walked up to the 'scene', X saw us and said, you all not going home right? okay, you all do with him. And she just walked away. FINE. she didnt' even ask if we are okay with staying back to help. FINE. we stay, couldn't finish, and both Wei yee and i and to being home bunches to complete them. WHEN WE ARE NOT EVEN SUPPOSE TO BE DOING IT, WE STAYED TILL 1AM JUST TO DO IT. FML.

That's not the part. The main part was after the welcome tea, during the debrief session for the committee members, X said that the helpers were not helping at all, and that having so many helpers was redundant. THANKS AH. After staying till 1am just to complete the bookmarks, being the gamemaster for the games furing the welcome tea, engaging with the members so that they are not quite throughout, we are called useless and redundant. THANKS ALOT.

Because of her, i really dont feel like helping out at any events anymore. I volunteered considering that it was also my IG and i should play my part as a year 2 member. I have completed my CE points and i didn't need to join anyway. SO MUCH FOR BEING KIND AND ENGAGING. THANKS.

On the better side, our teacher in charge, Mr Y bought us dinner at Jack's place! Not really bought us, but he paid half of our dinner!! ((: I think cause he knew we were unhappy about it. He was aware that there were politics going on in the IG committee members, SO WELL.

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Came back from the student council selection camp yesterday. It was alright i guess. I got to make new friends. One thing that i really like about it was that it was a small scale camp. only about 13 of us excluding the current council members who planned the camp.

So yeap!! 2 days 1 night. ((: I have to say that, it was really really really cold. The entire room was SO SO SO SO SO SO SO big but only 13 of us, so it was super cold. MOREOVER, i stupidly didn't bring my sleeping bag, and i was in FBT shorts. Guess what? i only slept for 30 minutes throughout the night. I spent the rest of the time rolling and finding a warm spot. -.-

GOT TEDDY BEARS FROM EDWIN!!! ((: 2 big ones, 2 small ones! I'll try to upload pictures of the bears next time. haven't taken a picture yet!

DAY 1

DAY 2

SEE ME AND MY CUI LOOK. This is what happens when you only have 30 minutes of sleep.

Now i have to start doing my posters, and thinking of how to rally support. This year they are using the voting method. So means i no supporter, means i'm out. SADLY. i think i am one of the 4 who will be off the council. I have reasons for thinking so, but lazy to type here. To much analysis. (:

Anyway, got to go already!!! CIAOS(:

2011-06-04T00:43:00.000-07:00

HIHIHIHIHI♥

i'm back for a shortshort update.

Really short alright.

Holiday started on thursday. (: i guess i'm not really happy about it or what. yesyes, the thought about holiday does makes me happy. But because there's MA and ME's UT1 coming up after the holiday, it means that this holiday is supposed to be used for MUGGING and MUGGING and MUGGING and nothing else. which is SAD. So a holiday is not a holiday after all.

WEDNESDAY:

was last day of school, also practicum day. (: Was actually called be runner AND I HATE THAT ROLE. so ahahahah. i went to one of my fellow classmates to whine and she exchange role with me. Also because she wasn't feeling well, so she exchanged with me. (: her role was to be at QSR, which is the take away food place at RHC. I LIKE IT THERE. I have wanted to do my praticum at QSR and i got it!!! (: i did beverage there and i was like, zoomzoomzoomzoom~ working super fast. The queue is like, UBER LONG and we had to work UBER FAST. HHAHAHAHAHA. but i like it there. it was fun.

We were also the first batch to work at that place with out losing any money. Our accounts were accounted for! (: SO HAPPY!!(:

Meeting Kirwyn♥ later for dinner and walks around town. (:

I'll be back for more updates at a later date!

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE.

2011-05-19T04:53:00.000-07:00

HELLO

HEYYO

I'M BACK! (:

Sorry for not updating much recently!

kinda lost the interest in it. oops. :x

back with many many many pictures!

HAHAHAHAHA.

Actually, just go my facebook page luhhhhh. My facebook now very happening leh! woot woot! \m/

GERNETTE'S BIRTHDAY SURPRISE.♥

Surprised Gernette on her birthday!! Went up to her class, without her knowing with the help of Kirwyn friend♥! I made Kirwyn wait so so so long ): ahhahaha! Thanks girl! ♥♥

Gernette's birthday pressie from us was a punching glove thing. HUMONGOUS one. hahhahaha! (: she violent child uhhhh. so need to have a boxing glove lest she hit people!! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERNETTE! ♥ Get a boyfriend soon!

LUNCH WITH SERENE♥ AT SEOUL YUMMY

Last Saturday.

When for lunch with Serene♥ at Square 2, Seoul Yummy. Yupyup! KOREAN FOOD. we both have been craving for korean food ever since don't know when! (: GINSENG CHICKEN!♥ HOT AND SPICY SOUP!♥ YAY. Satisfy my stomach craving!

Spent a nice time with her, it has been long. Chatted so much and recollected our nice drama elective days.♥ Miss the drama elective, 8 member group so much after the chat. );

BA KUT TEH WITH FAMILY♥

Went with my whole family on Tuesday's holiday, Vesak day. (: It was the BA KUT TEH stall that the Hong Kong premier ate at when he was in Singapore!! I saw the poster when many, and i mean MANY celebrities whom ate there as well! There was Michelle Chia, Jacky Wu, and others others!

Okay, the first mouth was nice. When we all drank the soup, we went: " THIS IS WHAT WE CALL REAL BA KUT TEH!" We were so excited and thought it was really nice! But after that, we all fell slient. ahhahaah! It was nice alright. But there's alot of pepper in it, and it got spicer and spicer as we ate. So... hmm. its nice except for the pepper part. (:

The cups they use for the tea is the traditional kind. SO SMALL AND CUTE!! It wasn't even longer than my fingers!! AMAZED TTM♥

PRACTICUM♥

Practicum today♥

I swear, practicum is the best module i'm having now.

We get to do nonsense and not get downgraded or whatsoever. (:

Although with strict grooming, it is fun. ♥

Took a lot of pictures in the restaurant today.

We will officially go into operations after the holiday break! *EXCITED*

Come visit us for lunch alright. Just promise not to laugh at our (esp mine) grooming. WE LOOK PROFESSIONAL. *er hm er hm*

I like Mr A as our teacher in charge. Not Ms Z. She's so strict and anti climax. Mr A will still joke with us!♥

Learnt to use to the coffee machine, make mocktails etc. Bartendering.♥

MOCKTAILS. \m/ LOVING IT MUCH!♥♥

Decided to practice napkin folding when i got home. No starch napkin for me, so i decided to use tissue paper instead! CUTE STUFF! (: its so small! MINIATURE VERSION OF THE NAPKINS♥

I don't want to fail coming UTs. I have to do well, to have my scholarship! I can't afford to let the take back my scholarship! So many people know about it already, if its revoke, how am i going to answer to everyone!?!? )): CANNOT AFFORD THAT.

OH. DID i mention that i went Timbre for drinks and dinner with the girls last TGIF? hahhaha! (: Great time hanging out with them!♥ Will post some photos on Timbre next time! in the mean time, visit my Facebook for them! (:

Heehee^^ did i mention that i think i lost weight?? (: Took my weight and i lost a few grams. hahahaha! and my waist size went down by 1! HAPPYGIRL1993! Wanted to buy jeans, and i had to take one size smaller! (: ♥♥♥

Going to sleep earlier today. Couldn't really sleep last night. And tomorrow's Management Account. FML. its only problem 4 and i'm dreading lessons for Management accounting and Microeconomics. I swear, these 2 modules are testing my patiences you know. Last warning ah! :O

2011-04-25T06:40:00.000-07:00

HEYYO.

i'm back. ahahhaha! After a long long long long BREAK right??

ANYWAY, school started last week. Not too bad i guess? my class people seems pretty alright.

I have a DRUGGY in class. she's always HIGH like me, so we are kinda always high together. ahahahha! which is cool i guess. better than not talking at all right?

My class thinks that i am a clubber. -.- when i say i am not legal yet, they say i'm lying. oh well.

today was the first lesson of our practicum. It seems like a nice lesson! NO RJ, NO QUIZ, NO EVALUATION! NO NEED TO BRING LAPTOP EVEN! \m/

But grooming is very very important. We have to wear the unform! ): and our hairrrrrrr,

speaking of hair. ahhahaha! Today right, Our teacher, Ms XXX used me as a model to demostrate to the class the proper way of tying buns. In the end, my hair was like, SIA air stewardess hairstyle. BUN, no fringe. So.... But because everyone was in the same hairstyle, it was pretty alright if we walk together. ahhahaha! And lipstick was pinkish red. Ms XXX said it wasn't RED enough! -.- So yeappp.

I actually have quite afew photos of my uniform and stuff, but because they have the logo and word, its not really convenient for me to put up here. I dont want to be hunt down by the school!

Anyway, got laughed at by so many people that i saw today. At times like this, you wished that you were a low profile student in school, and that very few people know who you are. but, yea. its good to know alot of people lah. you feel like, you're famous. hahahaha! I FEEL LIKE.

Dont feel like blogging today. Got a huge ulcer in my mouth, suer pain! >< so i'll stop "talking" verbally and mentally and go to bed! (:

2011-03-18T05:51:00.000-07:00

BACKBACKBACK.

hehe^^

today went for checkup again. Doctor say, my eczema is on my face as well. LOL. so i need to apply alot of cream on my face now. moisturizer somemore. -.- Spent 184 bucks on my skin.

after that, went to do my hair. scalp treatment. cause my hair always very oily like that and i dont like. spent 55 on my hair.

after that, went to ate. big meal again. LOL spent 26 on food. PIG ONLY CAN.

so therefore, hahahaha! someone with good maths, count for me how much i spent today? kaythx. hahahah!

ohhh. the salon guy right, is a malaysian. but cool uh. he remembers me. the last time i did my hair there was excatly 2 months ago. and he remembers me. when i walk in, he said : "来做 treatment ah?" then i say, ah, scalp treatment. in shock. i didn't think that he will remember me. kekekeke. cool shit. i'm forever remembered. (:

oh, have i said that my period came this week. Yea. it came on monday. swaysway on the day when i arranged to go out with gernette and jerome for Pomo japanese food. cramps all the way there, pay so much, eat so little, cramps all the way back. -.- pop pills but it didn't work. i was controlling all the way. pain like 38439473973929! but this time round, it didn't hurt on the third day. surprisingly you know. it always pain for at least 4 days one. (: i like.

Yours truly found a job! (: i'm doing telemarkerter, cold calling people for ERA property agency. (: went for interview yesterday. soooooooooo, anyone selling house? find, then i'll be paid commission. ahhahhahaha! pay quite good, and i only work 3 hours a day, 7pm to 10pm only. abit far though. but nevermindddd. mhmm. (: so from next week onwards, i'll busy at night.

saying that i'm doing a night job sounds wrong. people think i doing night club. (not that i despite that job or what alright, just saying what people say. )

i like my hair now. smooth smooth one. and i cut my fringe again. i said i wanted to grow my fringe long, then cut my hair short. but i still cut my fringe again. -.- oh well. got to grow them again.

currently watching prosecutor pricncess. got a good start to it. i think i'll like this drama (: got to go watch now. BYE PEEPS. ♥

2011-03-09T04:31:00.001-08:00

Okay, i'm back.

I'm so inconsistent.

i was blogging like daily?

then stop for so longgggggggg. LOL

oh well. my nails aare super uber long now. soi'm having alot of trouble typing you know.

colourful hor?? haahahah! Elise used 4 colors: green, blue,purple and pink and blended them together! cool only lorrrr! hahahahh! butbut, one crop out just now ): my left index's. gotta stick it back.

yesterday was class chalet at coasta sands.(: carried my mahjong set there. i nearly dies. then i had to carry back. GG. super heavy. Even Bobby said that my mahjong was heavier then usual.LOL. and i carried all the way there. liker G6 can. woot. but we got to play. i like.

OH. and we had a good laugh while watching The Noose. hahhaha!

Elise did my nails for me! manicurist ftw! cool only1 she help me stick the fake nails, then shape it for me, then painted. awesomeness!

I think i didnt blog about the short trip to sentosa did I?

Anyway, we went Sentosa for my dad's company trip. stayed in festive hotel! The room is super nice! the layout and all, ...(:

The next day, we had sponsored universal studio tixx. super ex but yea. FREE. hehheh! (: my older brother too the roller coaster. the red and blue one. he took the red one twice, and the blue one twice. likeeee.... errrrr. hahahaha! i stand there, see also scared. no need to ask if i rode it. i stood at the bottom and waited for them to return,. hahahahha! and guess what? my cousin who is only 10 years old, took the roller coaster as if its her own transport. she take it even more times compared to my brother, and even alone. i wonder where she get her courage from you know. hahahha!

i took another roller coaster. Revenge of the mummy.

It was pretty stupid of me, to believe in what my brother said that it wasn't scary. i sat there, and i thought that i was dying anytime. the coaster went backward, then drop then turn then idk what. LOL. it was really really really scaryyyy! the starting only, it went backward, then 180 degree turn, then suddenly super fast, and drop down! i flew out of the seat! now my thigh still got the blueblack lehhhhh. ): that was only the starting and i thought i was dying. then it continue worst. somemore got camera and it capture my.. pale and dying face! ): un-glam to the max! arghhhhh. then my brother still wanted to sit again. i was like, siao ah. over my dead body lahhh!

we sat nearly every ride. The universal studio is kinda of small. we finished all in like, half day? hahahah! also because there wasn't queue lahh. ahhahaha! there was this hollywood performance. super cool! its like a musical. they sang nobody by wonder girls! (: like like like like!

it was overall okayokay lah. but i think the price is too expensive for the place. so little rides, but so ex. tsktsk.

blahblahblah

my mother very irritating. she scold me, and when i want to explain , she shout shut up. so she obviously wants me to be iin the wrong. WTF.

2011-02-15T03:14:00.000-08:00

I WANT TO CELEBRATE VALENTINES IN A GIRL'S SCHOOL. BACK TO KC PLEASE!

I miss celebrating valentine's back in KC. when we will give each other roses, chocolates, love letters. Hug every friend that you see. Who say we need to have a lover then we can celebrate valentine? Friends are our lover too cause we love them right?! I miss the KC sprirt! ): Yesterday was valentine. And all i was doing was, studying for UT, going for UT, studying for next day's UT. ARGH. screw RP. I bet the person who set the dates for our exam is single. So he/she has an excuse to not celebrate valentine's. tskkk.

Yesterday, HTM. Htm's paper was fine. Every single question has the word 'tourist' and 'Singapore' in it. -.- i felt like a tourist once i step out of the room. -.-

Today's maths paper. Met Nurul and Puayyen for breakfast at macs. I got happy meallll! and i realize macs very smart. make use of magnet for their toy. (: the maths paper today was pure Horrifying. anyhow do, then came out early. Suppose to end at 12.30, i came out at 11.45(Y). i couldnt answer the questions. so i left alot, and i meant alot, BLANK. (Y)

How's that? TOUGH questions horrrrrrr. hahhaahaha! i kinda photoshop the picture, so you wont see my picture at the top left there. horrifying. laater all ngihtmare. (: Anyway, so i gave up on maths. I'm just praying i dont have to retake this module. if not, GG.com.

tmr's marketing. studied alittle on sunday. so slacking today. heh. if not i wont be blogging here you know. i'll be mugginggggggggg. Thrusday is FA's paper. Crap. FA. i am so deadddddddd. I'm never going to be an accountant in my life. NEVER EVER. i swear. Friday no paper!!! But i got medical appointment.

Monday will be the last paper! entrepreneurship and i'm done with year 1! (: okay, i'm off to watch videos.(: currently watching Hi-5 old videos. heh! I used to watch them when i was younger. I would rush home after school just to watch and sing along.(: awesomeness!

Confession on valentine's seems nice. but awkward because there's UT. mhmmm.

2011-02-11T06:15:00.000-08:00

TiredTired.

Cramps are here.

As i said, my period is coming. And it came this morning. as expected.

so i pass the last day of year 1, of school with cramps!

what a great way to enjoy my last day.

Anyway,

Although i was the dumb blonde and often get bullied and laughed at by E25K, i still love them and cherish all the times we had spend together. Upcoming chalets and makan trips, i hope it will continue on! E25K will be in my past, my present, and my future. (: Love you people!

Thanks people! hope we stay in contact!

After class, meet sherman and we went to collect our DHHM uniform. crap. I look like shit in it! and i have to year it in year 2! Rawrrrrrrs. I bus-ed myself. didnt walk with Sherman and gang because my cramps was acting up. I didnt want to pop the pills, in case i get too addicted to it. But in the end, i still did. i pop it on the bus. tsk. i'm so killing my body this way! I told myself i cant eat anymore of it, but i still gave into temptation. ): Well, at least i managed to not be tempted to cab home!

While i was on the bus, i fell asleep and was awoken to a loud bang sound! i thought the bus ran over a person or there was an accident that just occurred! Then when i woke up, i realized that it was lightning! super loud one. and crap, i didn't bring umbrella. Whenever i bring umbrella, it will be so hot and never rains. Whenever i decided not to bring umbrella, it will pour as if it hasn't been raining for 68340543859754 days! tsk. play game with me only! ):

So i had to run under the rain. Heavy rain! i was all drench when i got home, and i look like i just bathe! ): and when i reach home, my brother call to ask where i was, whether he can pick me up anot. i was like, i'm home kor. you called me really at the right time. LOL

after that went to sakura for dinner. I went despite my cramps! ordered 5 servings of salmon sashimi!

YumYum!!~ i love salmon sashimi alotalotalot! (: and ate alot of other stuff. until my stomach was so bloated and full! And guess what? i ate ice cream! when i'm having cramps! i gave into the temptation once again. So i'm suffering now you know. Oh wells.

Saw this sight on the way home. The sky was orange in colour! I thought it was a beautiful and rare sight! so i took it down! (: Love it!

I so need to mug studies. Its UTs starting from monday and i have started studying! o.0 I NEED TO START. AT LEAST ON MATHS. i suck at it! maths seriously kills me but i have to study it if i want to pass the module and NOT RETAKE the module again! i really don't want to retake the module you know! Maths really sucks. I can never do calculations. I.can.never.do.calculations.

Have i mention that i got A for entre's UT 2? woot! happy only! (:

Super tired now. going to sleep early, wake up early to study. I Hope i can concentrate. I hope i wont be distracted. I hope there wont be terrible cramps while studying. I hope i hope.. Hope so many things. But how many will actually come true? oh wells.

I'll continue praying. You too.(:

so now you have a problem with who and what i like?

why must you bother with what i like?

i got the freedom to like anything i like,

and you are in no position to comment on what i like.

kthxbye.

2011-02-10T04:37:00.000-08:00

Been crying for 5 times over a spread of 3 hours. fuk yea. i can fill a basin with my tears.

There are only 2 reasons:

1: my period is coming either tonight or tmr.

2: its my limit and my mother hit it right on the bulleye.

Period.

Normally when my period is coming in a few hours time, i will cry. like really cry. i know it seems weird, but that 's how my body works. I will be super vulnerable and all, crying over some simple things that i would normally don't care about. So, if my period comes tonight or tmr, everything is justified.Then I'll know why i'm crying.

Yes, i dont know why i have been crying. i really dont know is it just mood swings, or is it because i'm utterly pissed until i cry. it happens.

If its because of 1:, then ig ot nothing to say.

If its because of 2:, crap. shit. FUCK.

my mother has been getting on my nerves.

I take into account how she is frigging menopause-ing now and i haven't been screaming or talking back like i will normally do. Yesterday, she called me when i was otw home, to ask if i want to go to the stupid river hongbao nonsense. I said NO and she say: okay, then you come back for dinner. We going there ourselves. Then after awhile, my father call and ask me to alight at the next bus stop, his picking me from there. i was like, what? i thought i not going? Then nevermind, i rushed to press the bell and alight. Fine. when up the car, when i said, i thought i dont want to go? My father repply: you dont want to go ah? *which means he DOES NOT know i dont want to go. which means my mother didn't tell him i dont want to go. Then my mother added: nevermind, just go. already in the car. FUCK. i already said i didn't want to go because i'm fucking tired after the day at musuem and i haven't done RJ and all. Then nevermind. i kept quirt and fell asleep. My stupid brother keep disturbing me in my sleep, throwing things at me, when i shouted at him to go away, my mother shout at me, What's wrong with you?! Like that. FUCK. try having someone disturb your sleep like that. esp when you're super sleepy! After that the whole day she show me her pissed off face. ignoring me and all. FUCK.

Then today, just now.

When i just came back, she told me to drink that soup, some tonic soup. I said later then i drink. now very tired. Then she stare at me, and raise her voice, say i scoop for you okay? As if i'm lazy to scoop and wants hers to scoop for me. So i went to scoop myself. While i was drinking the soup, she ask why i never take the dishes. So i told her, i not hungry yet so i eating rice later. i drinking the soup now only. Then she stare at me. So fine. i went to scoop my rice. When i went there, she took the plate from my hands and say: go. bring did down for KFC. you want to eat KFC you go. bring him down. So i said, i dont want KFC. i want to eat rice. Then she still continue with her go, go down for KFC.

After that, she shouted at me, okay, i bring him down and tabao for you okay?! i was like, FUCK. i said i dont want KFC right??!

I just kept quiet throughout. When i went back to drink that soup infront of the tv, she came and off it. without saying anything. At that time, i really wanted to shout WTF. i'm watching tv right? but i still kept silent.

After she left the house with my brother, started crying. I know she hate to see people crying since young, so i cried only after she left. After awhile, my father came back and saw me crying. He ask why and i said that it was my problem. -.- WTF. i take all the blame to myself. I know that if my father ask my mother about it, she will blow up at me again. So nevermind. i continued crying in my room. Throughout the time when we were eating at the dinner table after she came back, she kept staring at me. FUCK. i just kept silent.

the story continues. she's now complaining to my father in their room. FUCK IT.

the story goes on a long way, whatever. not going to continue. I boil when i think about it.

My father just came and and shout at me. and then she come in and want to slap. i should really go commit suicide now.

FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU.

KNNCCB.KNNCCB.KNNCCB.KNNCCB.KNNCCB.KNNCCB.KNNCCB.KNNCCB.KNNCCB.

i'M SUPER VIOLENT TODAY. STAY AWAY FROM ME.

2011-02-07T04:13:00.000-08:00

okay i'm back.

Didn't blog for CNY period. Was way way way way too busy and tired to blog.

For all the four days, i was visiting people's house non-stop, collecting angbaos, gambling.

I think my mother side family members are super bonded, with gambling.

We gamble our day throughout the 4 days. Rvery house, there will be one poker table for all the ah peks/uncles, 1 mahjong table for the aunties, 1 table for another group of gossiping aunties, 1 BIG FLAT floor for all the children/cousins.

YES. all the children gamble on the floor. Because too many of us. no table can fit us! ahahahah! It was fun alright. i was winning on day 3, i won like 14 buck plus when i was gambling 10 cents 20 cents each time! then day 4, i lost like most of it back to the cousins of mine. damn right!

But its okay. (:

On day 2 i think, we went jalan kayu at night, for prata. i swear, the prata standard drop and its awefully expensive! 11 of us, and we spent 64 buck plus on prata which is FLOUR?

How is this award possible? mhmm? wonder awarded by who? Their own owner? it's not stated!

after prata, the older cousins wanted to go some place to eat chicken wing, but instead we went to some abandon house, and i was super scared! my cousin touch me, i screamm! zomg. i'ma frigging 18 years old person, being scared by people younger than me! but it was super scary! ):

Half of the cousins united! outside the abandon house! they say they want to take a picture to examine for "friends". -.- This is not all of the cousins, there are more who weren't present that night. now you know why we need to sit on the floor when gambling?!

Yesterday, some bitch irritated the shit out of me.

Her husband's car stop in the middle of the road to alight that bitch, but he did not frigging signal. When my father honk his car, that bitch came out, and stood in front of my father's car, not letting my father pass. so my father honk her again. When she finally moved, she hit my father's car side mirror when his car went pass her! You know how fat arms have to ability to hit a car's mirror.. When my dad came out of the car to confront her, she threaten to call the police. as if we scared.

When we drove one round because it was a one way road and there was a car behind, no police arrived, and that stupid fucking couple was missing. WHAT THE FUCK. Bet she was a scary cat, didnt even call 999, only pretend to talk on the phone, pretending SHE HERSELF is the police. what the fuck. i nearly stuff my heels up her huge nostril! so fat, and big.

Actually she didn't need to use police to threaten us you know. she just need to say, i got more fats! then we confirm scared already. -.- She's lucky it was CNY so i did not persue. If not, judging from my temper, i will go back down to that coffee shop to dig them out, and humiliate them in the public. I swear, you should know your limits, fat woman. You knew you were int he wrong, that's why you didn't really call the police. fuck you.

I was spamming twitter yesterday, that some of my friends said they saw a different me. A super scary and fierce one. oh puh-lease, this side always existed, is whether i showed it another. That fat woman was unlucky to see it, on CNY. It she finds trouble for my family again, i will make sure she suffer. I say it i mean it. I wont let people take advantage of my family members, you do it, you die. simple. (: fat bitch, hear that?

anyway, today was maths. I woke up late. reach woodlands about 8.25am, knowing i'm confirm late, i went to kfc to get porridge for breakfast. and macs for gernette(: then reach class at 8.50am? hhahhaha!~

Did not ned PPT today. and finished worksheet at 10 plus. so from 10 plus to 1.30, we were preatically slacking, doing our own stuff, planning class chalet! (Y) slack right! Last maths lesson= slacking lesson. I like^^

Actually i wanted to partial and leave class! but judging that i was already late, and if i partial, i might be marked absent, so i cant partial. i slept in class. I was super tired the entire day! My classmates say i am super quiet, look tired, and not myself. i agree, i look half dead. i know myself. They were not used to my quiet self. i am not used to it myself!

ohh well. i'm going to sleep early tonight. so i'll be full of energy tmr(: (Y)

Its entre tmr! hopefully it will be a good last entrepreneurship lesson! (: oh ya. going IKEA for meatballs with classmates tmr:) bet Puayyen is going there to check out angmoh toddlers! pedophile! hahhaha (;

i hate being treated like a side fling,

i hope i wont see you again.

Because i can't bared to confront you,

i can only find courage to avoid you.

I wish you well, without me.

2011-02-01T03:41:00.000-08:00

Today's post gonna be short, cause i haven't done RJ and i'm tired and i don't feel like blogging. (Y)

Marketing today. As usual, the lesson is the best, slackers, end the earliest! (: but today was really super slack. Started class at 8.30, break at 9.15. when back to class at 10, break at 10.45. Break till 1pm. And normally during this lunch break, we are also suppose to do PPT, but, today's PPT was already 3/4 done, we only needed the final changes like font color and size etc, which are simple stuff. So we slack all the way till 1pm. (: the class dota-ers were dota-ing, a few of us were drama-ing, some just ate through the hours. omg right! then presentation started at 1pm, ended at 2.30pm. That was the end of class! 1 hour earlier then supposed timing! (Y) that's why i like marketing module. heh^^

When Jurong Point with Wenda and Elise. Wenda wanted to get her heels. walkwalkwalk, and hah! we found it! I think its really chio lah! i was tempted to buy too! but my mother confirm complain one. Its really nice(: visited Pamela at work too(:

It CNY eve tmr(: cant wait for tmr to come! (: but i pray and i hope and i wish that faci will get married tonight. or get proposed to. (: so she will be in a good mood tmr, and i'll have a good eve. (: thinking of partialling class tmr. If i get a feeling that she's going to drag class, i'll partial and come back early for reunion dinner. uncle and aunt are coming over, so i need to help mummy with the preparation!

Every year, i will look forward to CNY because its not only a stretch of days to get money, but also to wear new stuff, and to enjoy everything with the people closest to you! (: i get to meet my cousins and aunties and uncles who have been residing overseas, i get to see all my long distance relative whom we don't really meet, and i get to bond with my relatives. Isn't that great? i mean, i like homily feeling. (:

AND SELCA(: with cousins(Y) i like^^

i mostly won't blog tmr. see how the day goes. If i'm all tired from HTM lesson and reunion dinner, i wont be blogging. (: ciaos.

2011-01-31T04:42:00.000-08:00

HIHIHI. i'm back.

Its monday today. Its FA.

Surprisingly, i surived FA well today. LIKE, WOW. i did theory stuff, all the way to conclusion without any help?! how is that possible right? but i did it! (:

FA faci gave us fortune cookies as CNY pressies(: I got some funny quotes. oh well. still, thanks faci! She's a really nice faci. she's the only reason why i crawl out bed today to go for lessons. Considering i woke up a whole half hour later than usual. I was late by the way. Although i was downgraded by 0.5 cause i was late, i think its alright cause she's a nice faci.(: i'm biased!

As i said, i was late for school. Its because the weather was seriously too nice to wake up! i couldn't brig myself to wake up and let my bed suffer the coldness all alone(: (*what a great excuse right!) heh^^ but yea. i still went to school, feeling half dead.

I cant wait for CNY to come, really. 2 more days, and its CNY. i hope tmr will pass faster(and it always do on marketing days), and i hope wed will pass even faster (which it normally don't, cause its HTM, ARGHH) CNYCNYCNYCNYCNYCNYCNY, come faster puh-leaseeeeeee?

Wed is reunion dinner. and we have full day class. HTM somemore. Mummy wants me home early to help her prepare steamboat stuff. But with HTM lesson, i seriously doubt i can end early! Its HTM. I pray that she will get a boyfriend tonight, the lovey dovey until wednesday. (: the on wed, her boyfriend will send her alot of sweet messages, so she will feel sweet all day and won't pick on us. (: I'm so nice right?! (: i'm praying that she gets a boyfriend you know.

But seriously, i hope she ends early. its reunion you know. Everyone want to go home for reunion! she needs to too right? let us go, pleaseeeeee!

Anyway, tmr's marketing. Brand's mix isnt done yet. GG.com we are so deaddddd. i think we are just going to partial tmr. ooops. First time partially marketing lesson. if not how? other class have a 65 page presentation, while ours, not even one page is done. zomg. what to doooooo! I wished marketing wouldn't have such tough projects. be easy all the way, can't you?

Oh ya. i went for sakae after class with Gernette. Accidentally order ABIT too much. I tried to finish because we will be charged with food wastage. But i was literally stuffed to deathh. And Gernette was forcing me to finish whatever i ordered. I felt so bloated, and then, i realized we still had ice cream. Sat there through ice cream, watching hello baby, SHINee. ahhaahha! Yoogeun super cute cann! (: Transfered the Gossip Girl videos to Gernette, and she passed me Hello baby(:Speaking of Gossip girl, I didn't know my brother watches Gossip girl. i just found it in the hard disk! hahahaha! But anyway, its going to be my first angmoh full show if i really watch it.

Did i mention that my comp died on me today? it suddenly couldn't read my mouse. when i shut it down and wanted to on it again, i could on and it just hang there! i tried for like 3 times and nothing work! i nearl went IT helpdesk until Bobby's magical hands did the job and it on back. Scared me out of my wits! i have so many stuff in my comp! When i was able to turn it on, i quickly transfered my stuff(school work, videos, songs, pictures) to the hard disk. I cant afford to lose them! They are my life!^^

I lend my phone charger to Michelle today, and i forgot take them back. Shit lah. My phone is going to be left with no battt! i'm deadd! it wont be able to last till tmr class tmr, therefore, don't contact me people. i wont be able to repply yea. or should i change to the blackberry first? oh welll. dont knoww.

MARKETING STUPID NONSENSE HOW AH. WE DIE LE LAHHH. PUAY YEN, PAMELA AND BOBBY. HOWHOWHOWHOW.

2011-01-29T07:41:00.000-08:00

I'm free on a saturday to blog. and its going to be 12midnight soooooonnnnn!

anyway, woke up early for spring cleaninggg today. It wasn't as bad as what i remembered doing for the past few years. hmmm. I don't know why. but anyway, its not fully done yet. still have part 2 tmr.. Oh well. but i guess tmr will be those easier task. :/

done up my rooom. zomg. the curtain colour looks weird. all thannks to my mummy for not letting me take purple colour! ):

While spring cleaning, found my long lost picture! (: paste it up too! (:

After that, went out to town with nurul, wenda and pamela! Marrissa joined us at a later time! we had such a tiring time!

we met at orchard mrt, walked arounf Ion orchard, walked to far east, shop the entire far east, went to wisma, walk again. went to lucky plaza, the paragon, back to wisma, then scape. zomggggggg. and i had to meet my parents at plaza sing for dinner after all that! i pity my feet! So tired and painnnnn ): but it wass FUNN.(:

Camwhore in the toilet of Ion orchard.

At paragon, in the lift.

Wendaaaaa and me(:

Oh, and did i mention the dress i bought? heh! its 12 bucks only! (:

We went to paragon to find Malcolm at his workplace. omggg. His workplace seems so scary! they sell high end decorative items, the items there can cost $4000 PLUS PLUS PLUS. i wonder what he's pay like. hmmm. anyway, when we walk in, we couldnt talk to his as a friend, cause his boss was watching. so we were his customers.hahahha! it was fun! because he gave us the sample perfume spray. each one one. ahahhah! (:

after that, we walked and walk, and went to scape for the flea market there. Things there are so so so so so cheap! I bought the dress at 12 bucks only! and there are things selling at 2 buck?! omg right. super cool stuff there! (: i like flea markets (; large scales ones like this. (: Marrissa taught me the essence of flea market, and how to shop at a flea market. hahaha! (:

I left scape early to meet parents at plaza sing for dinner! I ate pepper lunch express! so longgggggg never eat that already! (: took some salmon from my brother's. heh.^^ its nice! (:

after that, shopped at carrefour for some of the reunion dinner stuff. wanted to buy hair dye, mummy dont allow. ): oh well. i'm a good girl, i listen to what mummy says. (: Went bukit panjang plaza after that. Daddy wanted to buy beer and at BPP there was good bargaina nd lucky draww stuff. soooo, yea. he bought like 2 x 24 cans of tiger and 2 x 6 cans of stout! I wonder how is he going to finish them! i'm not legal to drink yet you knowwww. SOOOOON!!(:

I was super tired but has to carry s many stuff. and they are super heavy. i'm not kidding about that. super duper heavy.

I'm super tired but i had a great time today! although spring cleaning was done. ahahhah! (: lastly, we can to a conclusion that E25K is a class with pedophiles and peaches (pronounced as bitches) . Including me, we are E25K united. :P That's E25K for you. (:

i'm soooo tired that my eyes are closing anytime, so i'll be off for nowww. i hope tmr's spring clean wont be a bad one. (:

2011-01-28T03:42:00.000-08:00

Alrightttt! (:

I think i'm in a good mood today. at least much much better then yesterday(:

today's module is the best module anyone can have. Entrepreneurship!(Y) and we have the best faci anyone can have! i dont know if any school personnel will stump upon my blog, but i better help faci clear his name first. He is a good teacher alright. He makes sure that we learn, but brings joy to class. Unlike some other faci. HTM. erh hmm.

Anyway, so we did the ppt but no need to present(: andand, we have E25K's flea today(:

Because faci bought over some clothes from his friend's blogshop, and allowed us to sell. Although sales wasnt all that good, but we made some money and bonded! (: our the flea was outside our class, and we have Edward blasting song to 'create the atmosphere':) although it was english songs and i dont really listen to them, but still, the feeling was nice! (:

The space outside class for fleaaaa(:

Aunties united of E25K! Once they know that Adilah brought bikini to sell,
they IMMEDIATELY flock to her table to do what aunties do. (;

We had such a fun time today(: (Y) we love entrepreneurship classes, don't we?! (: what more, faci played dota in class with the dota-ers after class!

speaking of dota, hahahaha! E25K is seriously a dota class. They were playing dota in class together~! the funny thing is, they waited for 20 minutes for everyone to be in the server, then faci announced that he wanted to go through 6P first. so they had to push back their playing time. hahaha! they waited so long, then server disconnect. ahahha! (:

And dota-ers should learn to bring their own mouse. How can you play dota without mouse? and so they borrow. and when its after school, they stay back to play, while i want to go home. And therefore, i came home without my mouse. Period. But its alright, i guess. We care and share(: (Y)

Zomg. tmr is spring cleaning for CNY time. ): i like CNY because of all the visiting, and yea, fine. i shan't be humble or what. i will get money. angbaooooosssssssss! ((: But we need to spring clean! and i dont like spring cleaning time! :( have to do so many things and sweat like helllll. ): what more, my younger brother's both ankle are in bandage, and my older brother will be in camp and only coming out in the late afternoon. WHICH MEANS, i'm the only 'abled' , young person. WHICH MEANS i have to do most of the climbing and those that needs alot of strength! ): i want to escapeee ): nurul wenda and pam are going out tmr! i wantt to go too! But my mother wants me home for spring clean. If not they dont have any 'abled' person at homeee. ): oh wellllll.

My parents are out now. so we are free. heh. i like. ^^

anyway, most probably wont be blogging for the weekends. (L)will be back on monday? OH CRAP. Monday's Financial accounting. rawrrrrr.

2011-01-27T04:06:00.000-08:00

Rawrrrrr. my brother is pissing me off right nowwww.and i have to sit with him here, and get pissed off by him. arghhhhh

Anyway, i'm growing fatter. I ate 2 dinners today.

I was sooooo hungry after school today that i went for long john silver after class with yvette, aishah and gernette.

Then i had to come home for second round because my mummy cooked my share. So all in all, i ate alotalotalot todayy(:

Speaking of long john silver, i'm so disappointed wi

th them! Its so expensive but yet, the chicken are so small! And i found a strain of hair in the coke that i have been drinking! i only found it when i have finished the entire cup of coke okay! tsktsk.

See, chicken so small! ):

can you see that strain? its small, but it exist! i circled ittt! (:

But nevertheless, i had a good meal. We were laughing so much, because of alot of things. and i learnt something new. something sick. but heh!, its something new! E25K cant call me dumb the next time they say this! (:

I wanted to be OGL this year for the freshman, but Aishah say we HAVE to stay over. you know how much i hate camps, stay overs. I wanted to go so badly, i want to make more friends, know juniors and all, but the stay over kills it all. I'm 70% not going. NOT CONFIRM alright? but OGL is F.U.N.

howhowhow? should i or should i not?

I was feeling so pissed off today in class but i cant do anything about it. I cant complain on twitter neither can i complain on facebook, because that person can see what i write. i had to keep it all within myself and suppress everything. i nearly burst out infront of her! Worst of all, she thinks i'm pissed with another person! (Y) To add on the fuel, he had to comment on my 'happy planet' thingy again. WTF. i was already super pissed yesterday and he had to continue today. So researching and finding that HAPPY PLANET INDEX is is wrong lah.

Continuing, the class started blaming me because some people are not added into the class msn convo. Adding people into the convo was not what i did, but what the peer mentor did! so why is it my fault that they are not added?! should thy ask the peer mentor why? so what if i was the one who collated the contacts? i'm not the one who added right!?

Then nevermind you know. What's worst, when the class planning class chalet, i said i cant stay over cause my mother don't allow. that stupid PK gave me the WTF face, as if i cannot be not allowed to stay over at chalet. Fuck him. so now he wants to be my parents and bother about my life? and he still have the cheek to ask me who was i angry at?! WTF. i really want to kill him and that woman toddayyyyy! i wish i brought my parang along. I'll be the RP slasher! (i'm joking alright? i dont want to land in jail because of them. its not worth)

And i swear, one more time she abuse me, i'm calling child abuse hotline. Fuck. you think i'm there for you to bully and hit? every week you're hitting me and you think its fun?! i maybe the one that the class enjoy bullying and disturbing, but my patience has its limits okay? you're getting out of the line and you better watch out. you're getting on my nerves. You can 2 face, so can i. You can bitch about me on twitter but be all nice to me when i'm next to you, so can i. Dont expect a different treatment from me as to how you're treating me. Fuck you, Bitch.

Alright, i have enough of ranting. I'm sorry to all readers for my violent post. i promise there wont be such posts unless they irritate me. i feel so suffocated suppressing it all the whole day. i'm so going to make another twitter to rant all these. that will be my personal twitter so i can rant and scold and bitch anyone i want there.

Okay, that's the end of my bad day. I hope it wont come again! BYE.

2011-01-26T05:43:00.000-08:00

today's post gonna be super duper short.

Dont ask me why. cause i also dont know why. (:

anyway, today was HTM. Surprisingly, twitter was utterly quiet today. Very few tweets on faci. Andand, she was in a good mood! SHE. CAN. ACTUALLY. CRACK. JOKESSS! There are quite afew jokes today alright! i think she secretly got attached last night. Or maybe she got married last night. Reality or virtually, i hope she get married again next week ;) Then i hope she keeps getting married until our lesson with her ends. (: i'm evil, i know. But no choice. Faci's mood was seriously, wow! I'm loving it.

Okay, it wasn't all that good alright, but it was so much better. i wont ask for more, just remain it here. Can, faci? *silence* okay, silence is consent. thanks, faci!

*yea okay, i'm talking to myself right? i know. *

got to go nowww. Laptop going to be without batt. i may just on desktop to continue. (:

Maths tmr. rawrrrr. Kill meee nowwwwwwww! I HATE MATHS, STILL.

what should i wear tmr?

i scared i contemplate partial again tmr. oh nnooooo! ):

okay, bye. (:

Suckers know they suck, right?

2011-01-25T04:03:00.000-08:00

alright,

today's post will be short.

i'm tired.

yea. after 1 day at school and i'm tired, how cool can it be right?

My classmates partialled today. i was tempted. I know my classmates hate me, because i always say i want to partial but in the end i dont. i hate myself for that too alright. But i cant help it, whenever i look at my grades, i cant bring myself to partial and let my grades suffer. I'm sorry. I really feel guilty each time they blame me for tempting them you knoww.

Anyway, wore my new shirt today. (:

Wore this today. SHORTS. and i had to go for the chef things fitting. so i had to bring a leggings along with me, in case they dont let me in. You know how SOH is like. But yea. didnt get caught. In fact, no one was point out to be in shorts though. (:

I like marketing lessons you know. The faci is nice, the lessons are fun, the topics aren't boring, BEST OF ALL, WE GET TO END EARLY! (: (Y) That's what i like mostt! (: Every marketing lesson, we never fail to end early. like, 45mintues earlier then suppose to? But everything will be the opposite the next day: HTM. Lousy teacher, sucky topic, LATE RELEASE TIMING. So i dont know if i should like or hate tuesday marketing day. I always dread ending marketing lessons because it will then only goes to meant hat HTM is coming.

E25K is full of hackers. If anyone was online,y ou should have seen what they have done to my FB and twitter today. i remove them all. If not if my mother sees them, i'm so dead. My image was totally ruined by them! I swear, the next time i hack people's computer, i will lock mine first. Okay fine, so i just admitted that i started hacking people account first. (: it was fun alright. But the revenge part, Heah heah. not fun at all. I'll try not to do that again! (;

Going off soooon. Tireddd. ): its HTM tmr. its formal tmr. idk what to wear for tmr. i'm just going to wear the same as dont know when's. Okay, ciaos. I'll be back soon. maybe tmr to rant about HTM. watch out for my twitter tmr. It SHOULD be filled with spam or rather, complains. (: Bye!

You know you can just fuck off if you're going to treat me as a by-passer in your life. Because i fucking don't care. I'm not going to listen to what you have to say, neither am i going to acknowledge your presence, because they are not worth my time and effort. I'm not going to waste my brain space and energy on such a person like you. I'll just treat you the way you treat me, so don't blame me when i ignore you, because that's what you have been doing to me alright? bye idiot.

2011-01-24T04:28:00.000-08:00

Alright, i'm back to update.

so, today i skipped school. (Y)

for medical checkup at NUH. reached there at about 9.50pm, ended about 1pm.

I was given this thing , to tell me what to do when i fall. Found it super funny because the nurse said," i know you dont need. Just take it. I have to give to every patient because this is the spine centre. " Get it?? means, cause spine centre means there problem with your spine. Problem with spine means cannot walk. so will fall. GET IT? hahahaahh! (Y)
Best thing of the day, MC! (Y) the doctor's signature super big uh.
And i have to go back for physiotherapy! ): actually the doctor say no need one, but my mother over there keep asking him: sure no need anot? until he gave me. so now i have to go for therapy all thanks to my mother. Paticipated in this test thing, to find out if this silicosis problem of mine is generic. It is until now not proven and there's no cure for me. ): and i have to spit a whole 5cm full of saliva. Felt so yuckkk. i have to spit infront of that guy you know! my mouth felt so dry after spitting for a whole 5 minutes. i felt like some chi-ko-pek who spits on the road. -.- thank me next time if they find a cure for this spine problem okay. All thanks to my spitting. (: and i had to fill up this stack of questinaire. i took like 1/2 hour to complete! I wasn't slow alright! i was really thick!
My appointment card!(: next X-ray in 2 years. Lucky! if not i'm going to shorten my life again!
The aging spine brochure is for my mother alright. not me.

Me in X-Ray gown. I swear, my first time inside that room, it was KIND OF freaky. and that doctor inside has a son with the same birthday as me! (: andand, the machine thingy works super fast. i stand there, less than 2 seconds, its done! like, wow! hahaah! (:

first time doing X-ray, i felt super weird after that! its like, i feel okay but not. The whole body just feel super weird! ): took 2 xray today, so means my life was technically shorten by 20 years. I pity my cells! ):

I had a good time laughing at the accent of the doctor. He is good alright, but his accent is super funny! and he keeps going: "and then erm, and then erm.. super funny!! He's from hongkong. so imagine it yourself! (: hahahah! but he was really nice and said that mine was alright and he don't want to see me going back and forth the x-ray area. He said he don't want to spoil my young health.(: i'm directly quoting okay! no added preservative! (: heah!

Went to do my hair with mummy after that! (: it looks the same, i know. But i did treatment! and trim abit here and there. (: my hair soft soft now! those who want to touch, faster come before its gone! it will be gone SOOON. i know my hair. (: My mummy permed her hairrr (Y)

had to rush home because of my brother. So i rushed. Was so tired when i reached home. i wanted to just sleep, but i didnt want to lie on my hair. so i was lying in a funny position. So now my back hurts even more. oh well. Came back and my mother started to PMS me. -.- want to go out and meet jolene for awhile, pei her for dinner, got nag and nag and nag like hell. and she started saying what i haven't been helping with the housework and ask me what have i contributed to the house. WTH. Got link mehhhh?

going back to school tmr. (: i hope marketing will go easy on me tmr. ): oh wait. it has always been easy. hahhahhha! haven't been facebooking or twittering today. i believe those people whom i added are thinking that i'm too quite, that i'm missing right? heah! i'll be back tmr(: Dont hate me people. (:

2011-01-23T04:26:00.000-08:00

I just here to say, i change skin! ahahah! its a simple skin, and i took away the tagboard. i'm bored of it. andand, i swear i hate HTML.

B.A.C.K

2011-01-23T02:58:00.000-08:00

alrightalright,i'm back.

I haven't been blogging for 12345678910 days already.
oh well.Just came back from CNY clothes shopping spree. Bought 4 sets already.
Just nice fore the 4 days of CNY. heh. ^^ and one bag(: which only cost me $15 bucks? i didn't care if i really like it. i just bought it cause its cheap! and i like the color!I'm going on an all dresses spree, so all 4 suites are dresses. hahha! you'll see when i upload CNY pictures!
I came back, did a dress parade for my father, and he was complaining that every dress was too short.so i was thinking, am i suppose to wear maxi dress with long sleeves? -.-
whatever. hmph.So, formal wear. Yes, on friday was entre's tradeshow at school. It was boring alright. we were there at 10 plus setting things up, but the judges only started to come around at 12nn, and one booth for one about 15 minutes. It was so boring, and there was seriously a shortage of chairs. We were sitting on floors and heels can be seen strewn all over. Everyone was in pain. Feet pain i mean. Yeap.

E25K united! (:

With faci! (:

Go to my facebook for more pictures! credits to the various photographers!

And i had to continue my day with those heels all the way to bugis. I ended school/tradeshow at about 3.30pm, but was only suppose to meet serene at 6.30pm. So i decided to take bus where i can slowly slowly make my way there. It was really slow, it took 1 hour, but i was still waywayway to early. I went soup spoon in the end to kill time and drink soup, i was really cold! ):

went to watch play with dearest Serene on friday night. (: It was the third play by young & wild which include all the cast i help out before, excluding graces, glory and sarah. They have left. ): We me the irritating person who was doing FOH. argh. her face just spoiled our mood! >.<> Ms lenden saw us after the perf and went: "what is this" to me in formal wear. i was in formal that day alright. ahahhaahah! i guess she's not used to me in formal? oh. i look weird? hmm. OH YA. did i say that serene got me gift back from London! ♡
school has been alright these few days i guess. I cant wait for holiday's to come. but oh well. it seems so farfarfar awayyyy. ): sadly. i hope CNY come earlier, so holiday come earlier too!

everyone's changing to tumblr these days. its it like a trend? maybe i should switch too! but i dont know how tumblr works. i scared if my class people know that i can operate tumblr, they will call me dumb blonde againnnnn. oh noo. but hmm. i'll think about it. the consequences are quite risky you know.

Not going to school tmr. (Y) going NUH for my spinal checkup. i'm not sure if they'll give me MC for that. But believe it or not, i really dont want to skip FA tmr. Okay, not because i like FA or what, but i cant skip unless i have an MC because, heh heh, i skip once already. skip as in, partialed. shhhh. so yeaaaa. i needa MC you know. And i dont know how to get there. i'm scared that the doctor will say i need to wear that brace thing. i hope i'm too old for it.

Speaking of old, i'm really growing older! I want time to stop at this year december, so i can get my driver licence, but stay forever 18. i dont want to age! i can feel my cells growing older! ): I dread the feeling that i'm losing my youth and teen life! ): i want to go back secondary school! I miss secondary school times! esp with the drama people where we spend so much time in the black box together! ): and with my classmates, creating havoc in class after every lesson! ):

I so need to meet up with my primary school friends. Jolene dear is on holiday nowww and i'm not meeting her ): poor wife. working all day long. I'm so tired after everyday at school that i just want "plop" down on my bed and sleeppp. But there's always RJ and all to be completed. rawrrrrrrr.

I seriously need to meet up with all my friends! secondary school, primary school, and even kindergarten?! zomg.

I'm spending a lot of money nowadays. Period.

2010-10-06T05:56:00.000-07:00

I'm back. ^^

I was sick the past few days. Been on medication and sleeping.

That's basically what i do everyday.

See where the fats are coming from?

nownow,

My grandfather has been admitted to hospital.

For i don't know why. My mother refuses to say. She just say nothing bad about it.

But how "nothing bad" can it get with it involves hospital?

I don't know. I feel so confused.

And i cant visit him tmr. cause of my brother. WTH.

I really dont know what to say, what to do, and even what to think about.

How should i react to such situations?

I mean, the previous times, i was young.

at least much younger to know about what to do, i just know how to cry.

But now, i dont know. HOW.

I havent seen my grandfather since he came back from that STINKING VIETNAM trip.

Mon says he is thinner now.

I dont know what to say..

I'm confused. gahhhhh!

bye

2010-09-22T22:59:00.000-07:00

오늘, key 오빠 생일 애차나.

생일 축하애요!
코더써,

생일축하함니다
생일축하함니다
사랑 하는 키오빠
생일축하함니다!!~

오빠,
생일 축해!
논 19 셰 애차나, 노무... 하하!
지굼, 우띠야? 한 카담? ㅋㅋㅋ. ^^
어제 주석, 논 행복가썌요?
슨물 마니 마니? ^^
수허애요? ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋ돔요. 는 노무 수혜 슨물, 나두 아라.
(:

okayy, i realised, key understands english. And not that he will come to my blog. -.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEY여부!
사라해요,KEY 오빠!!
생일축하
생일축하!!~~

2010-09-15T21:49:00.000-07:00

I have somehow neglected my blogg.

oh well.

Not going for the Kpop concert anymore.

I decided to buy the 218 bucks one, but then, last minute, decided not to.

So i'm not going. Going to save up this money, and fly to Korea to see them!^^

KEYYYYYY!((:

HAhHAHAHAHAH. Wishful thinking.

Hmm. my period came. Cramps came. ): Its irregular this few months. Dont know what's happening to my body. Super late this month.

But at least better then it coming when i'm working.

I'm going to start banquet for the F1 race period. Yes, at Conrad hotel again.

Went for the "training' yesterday. So boring because i have been through it all before. Book working time slots. Darnnn. All working through midnight. Cause its all 12 hours shift.

No choice. Ohhhh well. At least there's transport for us..

Need to wear heels that i do not have with me. Thinking if i should be getting one, or just stick with my flats and pray that i dont get caught? hmmm.

Dont know.. got anywhere to get cheap shoes? ^^

workworkworkwork. ARGH.

2010-08-26T09:40:00.001-07:00

Back~~

Just thinking, is Blogging not the 'thing' right now?

not that i'm trying to follow the trend here,

but as i look through my msn contacts, i realised that in the past, most of my contacts have blog and they will write the URL at their name there. But just now, i only saw 2 out of my don't know how many hundreds contact..

hmmm. oor maybe they just didnt want to put it up there, didnt want people to know that a blog of theirs existed, like me?

okay fine. Don't bother.

I'm here, at 12.50am. blogging.

what has happened to my body clock?

i used to be sleeping at 10pm...

oh well. A sign of growing older.

Woah. Today's weather very hot ah.

i sweating lehhh.

argh. okay,

KPOP.

Baby's coming Saturday.

Baby as in not my boyfriend okay.

as in, SS501's baby. (:

going airport to pick him, HAH(:

but, predicting there will be a large crowd, so i wont be expecting to see him.

Just go and get soaked in the environment. ^^

KPOP concert aka Mini Dream Concert.

23 OCTOBER 2010.

SHINee's a confirm guest.

together with FT Island, SNSD, Infinite, Big Bang and one more, now remains unknown.

hmmm. I'm guessing F(x). Or 2ne1.

Idk.

we shall see about that.

Heard the tickets are 298 bucks(VIP) *credit to Cheryl Ong for the info*

Yea.. so i must save horrr. if not canot see key ):

Not going to work tmr. (:

told my aunt already.

but oh well. didnt tell her the partial reason for staying home is because of music bank.

hahahah! i want to watch tmr!

there will be live broadcast (should have gotten the tics, nvm, forget about it) from Singapore! OMGOMGOMGOMG right! I KNOWWWWWWWWWWW!

okay. its now 1am. and i'm still here.

byebye. going off to bed soon.

2010-08-24T21:23:00.000-07:00

In office now. but my aunt is not here yet -.-

So yea. i'm having my own time doing nothing.

cause i dont know what to do!

i have the comp, perfect internet, but i dont know what to do.

feel like sleeping. but, office.

how to?

everyone is out for lunch.

and i have to be here to answer the phone if it rings.

omg. she came. like, after 2 1/2 hour.

kkay. bye

2010-08-24T03:04:00.001-07:00

Just change blogskin. HAHAHAHAH!

i change to this, because the theme is SHINee! hahhaha(:

you know me(:

anyway, don't know why,this kin like abit weird, as in the width..

like very small hor..

hmmmm.

anyway, i'm thinking about removing tagboard.

howhowhow??

hmmm.

anyway,

busy teaching my brother chinese now.

as usual.

but its chinese. tsktsk.

MY BEST SUBJECT.

geez. thanks.

before i take my leave,

a video for you(:

This is what i call, real singing okay!

SHINee lucifer witht he background music removed.

you can hear, they sing ALMOST, i really mean, ALMOST every part of the song,

including the chorus!

Not like some korean singers, (hint hint*)

who lipsync all the way, or maybe 3/4 of the song.

Credit given for the tough choreography.

But hey, Lucifer has a super tough dance choreography too okay!

the boys trained hard! (:

DAEBAK!~

Venting.

2010-08-22T21:25:00.000-07:00

ARGH.

So sick of staying at home!

My mother is so....!!!!

my brother is so..!

ARGH.

i dont care. i goingto find some dumb excuse and get out of the house tmr.

I'm seriously wasting my time at home, considering i will not have anymore leisure time wednesday starting.

GAHHHHH!

So pissing offf!

everyday,i just spent my time at home, can use the computer once my brother is home. Because "if i use, he wont study"

Then morning if i use longer then 1 hour, she will say i'm addicted and whatsoever nonsense.

So what. Its a holiday spent tutioning without being paid for anything. time, effort, medical cost. (becase my blood boil, pressure rise, bursting of blood vessels..)

ARGH.

PISS PISS PISS.

Now, keep asking me to do things. go down buy this, buy that, for my brother. Not for myself.

when i say, later.

She will reply, when did you go down after i tell you to.

What nonsense!

i say later means later right!

i never say i wont go down!!

ARGH. Freaking menupause! Short temper and irritating!

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

PISS PISS PISS PISS.

I'M SO GETTING OUT TMR. EVEN IF IT MEANS GOING OUT ALONE. SO BE IT. I SHALL GO OUT ALONE. BETTER THAN STAYING HERE.

Changing topic to calm myself.

Baby's coming Singapore on my mother's birthday, yea. with her temper, i wont even ask about going. i know its a NO. So nevermind, dont ask.

Sorry baby. can't meet with you. ): i'm sad.

Baby's freaking going to be at my school's theatre and i'm going to be stuck at home, doing the same thing, teaching that boy his work. i can predict. no, not predict. I KNOW. Its a fact that everyone knows.

wait, i'm not side tracking, i'm still on this topic. GAH. "its etch in my mind ever since" that's what my brother ALWAYS USES for his compo conclusion. ALWAYS. I can memorize. and i bet his writing it now. In school. His prelim English today. Confirm.

GAH. ~

Anyway, dont care.i'm still getting out tmr.

Dont care.

Dont care. I have to, before i have high blood pressure like my mother.

i'm still young. i dont want die young you know.

i need to earn money. Then i will go on overseas trip myself.Alone.

I dont know why, but i like being alone.

I dont mind shopping, watching movie, eating, walking, running, exercising.. all alone.

I like it,in fact. I dont know why. is that weird?

like, i like going school on my own in the morning,

i like to take bus and MRT home myself,

i like to do work on my home(not study with friends),

i like to use comp on my own.

Just doing everything alone.

I think that haveing too many people around is, nuisance?

that seems like a pretty strong word huh.

but yea. i dont know why.

i like the peace that i will have .

I want to go korea.

i want to go Australia. By myself.

that's why i'm saving money now. Not for future. For my Future Trips. ALONE.

or maybe just 1 more person along. Not 3 people?

Oh wwell. i have to wait though. Judging my mother.. heh. never in my life.

nevermind. i will find my way^^

2010-08-16T07:33:00.000-07:00

GP Basic.

The new Korean girl group.

hmmm. look at this, their biography.

Janey(제이니) ---Maknae
Birthday: 14/12/1998
Age: 12 years old
Height:147cm
Weight: 34kg

Hannah(헤나) ---Leader
Birthday: 30/3/1996
Age: 14 years old
Height:160cm
Weight: 38kg

Trinity(트리니티)
Birthday: 9/9/1996
Age: 14 years old
Height: 163cm
Weight: 45kg

Zion(자이언)
Birthday: 6/4/1996
Age: 14 years old
Height: 164cm
Weight: 44kg

Amet (에밋)
Birthday: 14/10/1996
Age: 14 years old
Height: 160cm
Weight: 45kg

Leah (레아)
Birthday: 25/7/1996
Age: 14 years old
Height: 161cm
Weight: 42kg

Credits to the fan page on facebook

omg, isn't it scary?

they are ALL Younger than me!

okay, not the fact that i'm old okay, but, isn't it a little too young for them to be debuting?

the youngest(Janey) is only Primary 6! same age as my brother who is still so immature and childish vs, her, who is already out there earning money?

Aren't their parents worried? i mean, this entertainment circle isn't one that easy to survive in..

This is super scary.

Side tracking, i took a look at their height and weight, hmmmm, i think i need to seriously consider going running every morning. oops.

To think that i keep eating eating eating like nobody's business.

Is either they are very very very thin, or i'm fat. And i think i'm growing side ways. OMG RIGHT.

what more, its holiday now. i will be eating, sitting eating siting and in the end, GROWING FATTER. damn. ARGH.

Just the other when i over ate Jap food.

And yesterday, i over ate ROTI PRATA (with all that oil..)

I see where my fats are coming from, do you?

ahhhahhah!

Okay, Back to GP basic. So, i still think they are too young.

Their live. i would say for their age, not too bad. at least, can see that they sort of did their best to catch up with their fellow unnie's standard.

One thing, at least the company never make the youngest wear heels. It will so so so spoil her feet! But, heeheehee^^ she look very short compared to the others. But yea, note taken that she's still going through puberty. 12 YEARS OLD! OMG RIGHT.

~~~~

Its holiday now! Wohoo~~

But i'm so boring.. Finding people to go out and... EAT with me.

Yes, unfortunately, i like to eat.

how?

2010-08-13T06:02:00.000-07:00

Back!

Firstly, lets travel back in time.

NDP was AWE-S-O-M-E!!

hahahaha!

it was so enjoyable, screaming(what i enjoy doing!)

But one thing, my period came just before the whole event started. damn it right?!

so unlucky..

but, hahahha. i pop-ed the pills.(;

I didn't want to. But i had too.(:

anyway, can visit my FB for the photos kay? i lazy put all here.

not like i'm getting much visitors anyway.

RP4 WAS AWESOME-NESS, GREAT-NESS, ENJOYABLE-NESS, COOL-NESS, CRAZY-NESS, WHACKY-NESS, LOVABLE-NESS, somemore got what?

baby let me love ya love ya love ya!

Today is last day with W45D )):

although there are some people whom i dont like,

but yes, its still my beloved class.

so sad DD:

i'll miss you guys. Really.

trying to do RJ. The last RJ of year 1, semester 1.

Question:Reflect: What is it that you've wanted but never gotten a chance to write in RJ response? Write it as your RJ response.

LOL. How? How to do?!

i'm still stuck.

Oh well. i shall slowly thinkkkk.

Watch Music Bank just now.

You know why.

hahahahaha

SHINee!

But oh well, 3rd place.

lost to BoA (1st), DJ Doc (2nd)

BoA--> okay, worth it. She's really good. I like her and her songs.

DJ Doc-->sorry, but i dont even know who are they. how their songs get to the top 3.

But, Its okay, they did their best(:

Minho's back on stage! Its great to see them all 5 together again!

the stage was definitely theirs! Great job(;

you know Shawols still loves you guys(:

2010-08-05T05:41:00.000-07:00

back back back back back.

hahahahh!

after very long hor.

but actually, hmmm. nevermind.

Anyway, stayed home today.

was Off campus learning aka e-learning.

Or rather, it was, useless day.

It was super boring and tedious and messy that..

i cant be bothered to do anything.

so, yea, i was slacking through today.

hahahahahahaha.

then i went shopping at a time that i would normally be in class. ((:

will be doing the same; rushing home for KBS music bank tmr

SHINee's comeback stage, 3rd week! woohoo~~

cant wait~ SHINee again!

Everything pays off after 1 week of tiredness when i see SHINee every friday!

hahahahahha!

but Minho won't be performing again)):

although he is not my center, SHINee not performing as a group of 5 disheartens me)):

Faster recover, Minho! Faster rejoin your group on the the shiny shiny SHINee stage!

NDP on monday

i'm guessing that after monday, i wont be meeting the NDP peeps anymore right.

sadly.

i wont get to chat with my few fellow SHINee fanatics and the other members who brought joy to my saturdays.

Oh well.

sadlyyyy. )):

i will miss my busy saturdays!~~

Baby i love you,

and i'll never let you go.

2010-07-30T04:04:00.000-07:00

Good News!

Great News!

Lovely News!

Wonderful News!

대박 News!

HAHHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA!

I'm loving it, SHINee!

here it is!

Lovelovelove!

Lovely Onew!

Hot Jonghyun!

Sexy Key!

Charismatic Minho!

Cute taemin!

AHHHHHHHHH!

THEY WON!

And their acceptance speech was 대박!

hahahahaha!

Key was thanking his parents and grandmother too!

So cute right!

((:

주ㅘ!

2010-07-23T05:07:00.000-07:00

LOOK AT THIS!

SHINee's comeback stage on Musicbank just less than 3 hours ago!!

대박, 샤이니!

사란해요! ♥ ♥

OMG RIGHT!

I KNOW!♥♥

2010-07-20T19:09:00.001-07:00

SHINee LUCIFER'S MV! ((:

watch this yo!

2010-07-18T20:36:00.000-07:00

SHINee Comeback songs are out!

OMG.

I love Lucifer!!

((:

i love Lucifer and Your Name!

OMG RIGHT!

hahahhaha. tell me which you think is nice!

SHINee Comeback.

2010-07-11T20:07:00.001-07:00

SHINee Comeback.

pictures teasers.

that gave me heart attack.

Like OMG.

Onew looks okay, except the center parting is a little weird. hahahaha.^^

JongHyun looks the best of all of them, hottest. HAH^^

Key, OMG. i'm sorry SM, but what the hell is happening to key and his hair?!

Minho. So Minho decided to donate his hair for Hair for Hope? crew cut or something close?

Taemin. Or maybe Minho donated hair to Taemin. Taemin's hair extension. But he looks kind of okay in that hoody. NOT THAT BAD; compare to KEY.

tsktsk, SM entertainment.

I was happily waiting for their comeback..

and now, i guess i just have to wait for their songs.

Hopefully their songs are nice, okay?

Hopefully. Praying Hard. Hard. H.A.R.D.

and here's key's. the worst. the one that provided me with the most heart attack.

Now ask me if i'm dead from having a heart attack.

hmmmmm.

Take a look at the compilation..

And a comparision between 2008 and 2010.

My Pretty Key!!
He look so lovely and cute right?

His smile and his hair up there!

And now? He look a little...

Not what i like.

Geez. thanks, SM.

Good job done, ya.

And what do you think about this?

Heehee^^

Onew and Taemin look so pretty here!

(((:

They make very pretty girls, Hot guys! (:

Hwaiting, SHINee!

2010-07-08T17:43:00.000-07:00

I'm in class now.

HAH.

was nearly late.

i came in at 8.30am, zhuan zhuan.

So scary! i thought i will lose 0.5 grade. T.T

hahahahah. ^^

Anyway, science UT today.

damn. its science..

tsktsk.

i have a feeling i'm dying today.

LOL.

OH YA. SHINee comeback photo's out.

okay la. only taemin's and minho's.

but OMG. i dont really like it! honestly.

minho's botak, taemin got extension.

can you imagine the concept?

i wonder what's key's..

hhahahhha. ^^

키다리채찌요!!^^

kkay,i go study fisrt kay?

hahahha. Be back soon(:

2010-07-02T05:52:00.000-07:00

I just realized something..

all the korean singers that i like have things in common.

1) they can sing and dance. (i know all can, but the ones i like can do both well! )

2) They are the ones who can speak the best english in the group!

3) their name start with 'K'.

케빈- Kevin (U-Kiss)

김기범/키- Kim Ki Bum/Key (SHINee)

김규종- Kim Kyu Jong (SS501)

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ!~~^^

놀라운, 그렇지 않나요?

맞지?! ^^

나는 그것을 좋아하지!

오 빠,

나는 친자 즈하아요!!

사란함니다!

보곳히보쪼요, 발리올나 Singapore! ^^

키다리즈새요!

발리 발리!

사란해요!

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ! ^^

나는 사란 한국..

친자 즈ㅟ해야, 친자 예버다!

미나!~~ ^^

보나마나!~~ baby you turn it up now!~~^^

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ!^^

나는 한국 어떻가오?

귀자나어?

안녕히 가세요!

안녕!~~^^

사란,사란,사란,사란,사란,사란,사란,사란해요!!

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ!

친자, 안녕...

2010-06-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

AAAAHHHH!

My leg very hot!

cause i put the laptop on my leg -.-

stupid right? put already still complain.

tsktsk.

Yunice weird.

first is the KFC vegetarian story, then terminal story then dont know what else.

Hmmm. anyway, SHINee COMING BACK.

O. M. G RIGHT??

i know^^

HAHAHHAHAHAHH.

i'm forcing you to like SHINee when you obviously don't.

Come Back Come Back Come Back!

돌아 왔어요, oppas! ((: ^^

당신을 사랑! ^^

빠르게 돌아 왔어요, 그리워요!

빠르게 빠르게! aja aja! Hwaiting! ((:

Love them much much! ((:

anyway, my father's friend came at 7 plus, and is now still here. its nearly 10.

He never stop talking.

like rattle on and on.

LOL.

Unstoppable bullet human! ((:

Oops.

ㅋㅋㅋ, 죄송합니다! ^^

My cousin is on TV! not now la. some time....

((: ^^

dont know what to blog.

i'll be back again. (((:

See you,i got watch show first. later got my cousin then i never see how? (((: ^^

내가 사랑하고 당신이 그리워요! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ! ^^

2010-06-28T05:48:00.000-07:00

~BONAMANA BONAMANA BONAMANA baby you turn it up now~ ^^

omg.

has anyone been watching the channel 8, 9 oclock show?!

i just receive news, it was my cousin's first production!

LIKE O.M.G RIGHT?

my cousin appeared on TV twice and i did not notice at all.

LOL^^

but anyway, i'm going to TRY to watch it later because i want to watch her.

its her first time after all, she will do well with some support and love from her lovely cousin hor? ^^

hahahahahhaha. So funny, my aunt say she has less than 10 lines in the entire show.

Pretty pathetic.

opps. ^^

But it will get better in time!

We got the same kind of genes! ((((:

dont you think so?

i'm hoping she wont be reading this post. ^^

anyway,

rookie award, my cousin's coming for you alright!

school again. its monday.

just got pissed off by my younger brother.

damn la. my period's late again.

i'm PMS-ing, guys.

like serious one.

But oh well.

not that i'm any better on my non-PMS-ing days right?

i know you are secretly agreeing.

i know.

its okay.

its fine.

i will bare with myself.

((((: ^^

my older brother going Taiwan for army training ))):

i wanted to go for leisure, not my brother going there himself to suffer. )):

)):

3 weeks some more leh.

told him that if he see any concert going on, must help me take signature.

whoever, i don't care.

can sell if i don't like.

then half half with kor kor.

But he say, Siao. Don't waste my time.

oh well.

never mind, its Taiwan anyway.

Not Korea.

HAH. ^^

if Korea, heeheee.

i will fly over myself! (((:

i will buy my own plane, NOT.

No money. TSK. ^^

speaking of money, i need to seriously start saving. (((:

I'm spending everything in my bank and lending people like nobodies business.

i lend not only 1 person, but i think 4-5?

and its not 4-5 bucks kind okay. it all 7.40 bucks and above.

TSK.

i'll be a loan shark one day and haunt you all down.

Don't think cause we have meet for 2 months means you can cheat my money okay!

you know who you are ah. Long-time-no-see-friend.

going to catch my cousin on TV now.

Ciao for now.

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ!

~내가 사랑했던 이름~
내가 맘에 들어!
정말
맘에 들어
좋은 직장!
사랑했, 오빠!
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ!

2010-06-21T04:44:00.000-07:00

yoyo!

LOL.

guessing why i'm back at such a random time and suddenly just changing my blogskin?

Heehee^^

i also dont know! (:

i guess i'm always so random right? (:

anyway, i'm sick))):

i've got a runny nose, and feeling chiill..

am i going to fall sick soon?

hmmm.

i'm losing my appetite too. ))):

ate only a prata sausage for the whole day and yet, i dont feel hungry.

Yes, the usual glutton is not feeling hungry or craving for any food.

oh god. something is really wrong. D:

i'm starting to dread going some places because of some people.

tell me that there's nothing wrong with being outstanding?

tell me that i can stand out from the clique as much as i want, without getting much attention.

as far as i know, i cant accept you, i wont accept you.

i'm sorry to hurt your feelings, but you're my friend. close friend. period.

okay?

anyway, UT results are out. i got D for maths. )): but well.

its expected, its it?

i mean, i didn't even do 1/2 of the paper!

LOL.

i got B for communication.

and that's disappointing. D:

i was hoping for an A, but, oh well.

Ukiss on Sheng Siong show yesterday.

OMG. Hottness in Kevin! (:

hahahhhahahha! serious. (:

i love him ^^

but key still rule ^^ nevertheless.

~man man han ni~

kekekekekekekekeke.

argh. i serious hate my nose, not for anything, but the mucus that's coming out.

okay, i'm going to sleep now.

feeling a little.. tipsy. If i can use this word..

OH. panadol doesnt work. i took like every 3 hourly and it still doesnt work.

when its suppose to be taken 4-6 hourly.

LOL.

If i were to faint, it would be because of overdose.

HAH. ^^

2010-06-02T06:09:00.000-07:00

okay, i'm back. Complain coming first.

DAMN IT LA.

i volunteered to help as part timer as banquet server, thinking that it would be easy?

But end up,i'm going to be a runner who 'transport' food from the kitchen to the station only.

not to the customers.

I tried carrying it, it is FREAKING heavy.

Like super. And i dont know how. i have to carry for 12 times?

honestly,i'm scared.

i really dont want to fall!!!

at first we HAVE to wear heels, knowing myself, haha. i should not try.

so yeah. i'm going to wear flats.i dont care. (:

BUT YA. i'm scared.

the one that we tried carrying was without food,

and the one on Friday will be even more heavier because there's food.

And guess what, i cant even take 2 steps with that tray!

How am i suppose to walk through the entire room?!

HOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOW.

i really dont know HOW.

Anyway, today we went marina bay resorts, and yea.

we see see walk walk see see. never eat-- too expensive.

*nice?

only a few sections are with people. i think a hundred bucks to enter is a little expensive. hmmm.

2010-05-16T01:04:00.000-07:00

Today is Sunday, and i'm blogging at home.

hmmmmm.

anyway, school is going to have holiday soon.

Like really soon.

super soon.

okay, anyway,

it seems that its going to rain..

OMG. i'm super deprived of sleep!

i need to sleep!

i'm waking up SO DAMN early everyday and sleeping SO DAMN late everyday!

even on saturdays.

Shit. my eye bags.

shit.

oh ya.

had NDP training yesterday.

was to same, i guess?

except that NP and the ITE people joined us.

they say that TP ans SP will be coming next Saturday.

hopefully i will see some familiar faces?? hmmmm.

but its super far!

we have to travel to ITE simei every sat for training!

by 9.30 somemore!

argh.

SUPER JUNIOR COMEBACK!

Ryeowook can dance now! he has improved alootttt!

kyuhyun was promoted to danceer?? HHAHAHA. but he did a great job.

Eeteuk 's body is still so HOT with his abs. O-M-G. and he appeared with only a jacket(that is not buttoned up okay) on stage, killing everyone! AAAAHHHH. He super hot((:

Heechul has more lines now(: finally no more 4 seconds.

Sungmin looks nice with his new hairstyle!

hahahahhahahaha. (:

Now, i cant wait for double S or SHINee's comeback!!!

Double S still hasnt comeback.

They only release some bad news -.-

that leader is emo-ing case of his contract issue. awwwww.

but i know he will hadle it right? hor leader hor? (:

they got am album and don't want to release it.

damn dsp la.

SHINee hasnt release any news about album but i think its coming?

SM entertainment is quite efficient i think(:

and, i think BEAST is an upa dn rising HOT group. (:

okay, enough of korean.

i think some people in this world are just made to seek attention.

you know who you are. Yes YOU. its YOU. (NORAGO.)

tsktsk. stop trying to attract attention can!

so what if you are the younger one?

you already got all the attention so STOP trying to crave for more.

Dont be so greedy can! WTH.

greedy-ness will bring you no where.

STOP IT.

You idiot.

damn it la. arggh.

2010-05-08T07:46:00.000-07:00

back .

had the first NDP training today.

was okay, except that we got separated from each other into different groups.

oh well. we made friends, didn't we?

neext week we will be making balloons! (((:

i don't know why, i feeling a little less high today.

is it because of the NDP training?

is it because of the hot weather?

is it because of my tiredness?

is it because of what i remembered today?

or is it because of YOU. yes, you.

i dont know.

its just that i'm suddenly feel so un-high, emo or rather sad, tired.. everything.

i dont know. this is so not me, its not how i should be feeling, its just.. not me.

today while on the train, i suddenly thought about that incident in the theatre.

i dont know why, the flashback are bringing me the creeps and, yea, i feel super disturbed by that scene. the flashback came and i just felt like vomiting everything that i have eat out, i just feel super nauseating that i cant breathe at a point in time. That's weird.

The incident already happened so many months ago, but i'm still thinking about it, strongly, deeply. Could it be this incident that make me so tired and scared?

From this incident i realized that if i were to really enter this line of job, this would one day happen to me, and i'm not sure if i'm ready to accept the fact that i'm face with this situation and i have to either face up to it or leave this whole situation and forget about my passion?

Its like, each time i think back about my theatre times, i will somehow or another recall that incident and i cant proceed on. i feel so haunted by it.

Is this a physiological thing or is it just me not letting it go?

i dont know. ARGH, so irritating.

tell me how. i really dont like the feeling of recalling it, everything that happened THAT DAY.

2010-05-03T07:38:00.001-07:00

O-M-G.
okay, was that an exciting opening for a blog entry?
No. fine.

Anyway, since the last post, many things happened.
i went even crazier over SHINee(that's for sure:))
i started classes at RP(republic polytechnic)
i made friends with W45D!
i slightly sprained my ankle(as usual)

and yea.
back to blogging.

OH YA. just thought of something
DOUBLE S CHEAT MY FEELINGS.
BUT I STILL LOVE YOU(:
Yea, they said to release their comeback album on may the 1st.
BUT
its delayed AGAIN.
rebirth was like that, now again.
dissappointing, DSP!
but i saw their comeback photos.
OMG.
HAWT!
i started smiling to myself when i saw kyu's.
He's still as hot as usual although i cant see his hawt/cute lips.

was talking a another korean fanatic in class, and we agreed that double S don't have that much of a change in their image.
and that's because, they are old, or rather, mature.
So their looks hardly change, maybe only the concept of the album changes.
BUT STILL HOT WORRS!~
unlike SHINee who still SHINEES for each and every album they realease and their look changes, don't you agree??
can't wait for their new album too! But there's no news YET. coming(((:
Hint hint, SM entertainment(:

okay, back to proper stuff.
School. Class. Class. School.
school-okay.
class-fun.
overall-tiring.
Hmmmm.
RP operates differently from other polys.
and therefore, i still dont know why i'm here.
Today's algebra course was boring.
the speaker was boring.
the class was boring.
the topic was boring.
the slides were boring.
the exercises were boring.
the assignment is boring.
but, heehee.~ 2 CE points(:
i'm loving that(:
but have to complete the assignment for 1 extra CE point D:
NNNOOO. Dont know how to do.
or rather, Don't want to do.

oh. well...
i dont know what to say.
the next line i'm going to write is about SHINee again.
yea.
in class, there are people who like SHINee too! Imagine, 1 class-3 people like SHINee.
and there are so many classes O:
ya.
i hate maths.
i hate science.
i'm killing myself because i HAVE TO do these compulsory modules.
and if i fail them, i have to retake. DAMN IT.
BUT i make myself happier by looking at my wallpaper(: you know what's on there(:
If you don't, then too bad(:
ohhh. i'm loving being a bitch, o: NOT!

Oh. today's faci seems to enjoy talking about her daughter.. hmmm.
And, i hate it when she compares CHIJ KC(my school) and her daughter's CHIJ TP.
WTH.
her school's values are not mine! and she asked me, expecting me to know.
Like, excuse me? am i from IJ TP?
NO.
Do i feel like a bitch?
Yes.
Am i a bitch?
No.
Am i crazy?
Yes.
I admit, i'm a little high.
ohh. well. as usual.

PS. period days are horrible. kill me if need be.
PSS. KEY IS SUPER HOT. I SWEAR.

2010-03-24T22:56:00.000-07:00

heehee~

back after !@#$%^^&**^%$#@!!# days.

anyway, have been helping out backstage for Family by Young & W!ld and wohoo.

yesterday's first night was a blast, i believe.

at least, i enjoyed it.

but, incidents do happen in the theatre. i mean, who can actually do a performance without getting injured?

hmm.

i came back and shower, only to realise that i have some bruises that i never saw before. oh well.

but well. thats not the worst. the worst was what happened to Gracie. i wont say it here. i get goosebumps with all that blood. OMG.

2010-03-13T07:12:00.000-08:00

i swear, i just feel like killing myself now.

SHINee is FREAKING IN SINGAPORE AND I'M SITTING HERE!
DAMN.

woah~

2010-03-09T07:41:00.000-08:00

K-POP.

I was just reading about the 2008 dream concert (i know its super long ago) and i realised, Woah. fans are fierce.

***i dont mean anything here, i'm just voicing my view. Soshi,ELF, cassie or even triple, dont come after me.

What happen was, apparently, ELF(SuJu fans), cassie(DBSK fans) and triples(SS501 fans) boycotted SNSD's performance during the dream concert by turning off their lightsticks and remainging silence. the reason for this apparent silence treatment was because SOSHI fans have been very violent towards other FCs. it is said that SOSHI male fans raped, beat, kick etc other fan club fans esp girl members.
WTH. i mean, you can be the most loyal but there's no need to be violent?

"So far, ELF has reported 3 members who were taken to the hospital; Cassies have 2; while Triples have many injured members." from http://shenyuepop.com/2008/06/09/behind-the-scene-at-the-2008-dream-concert/

A SuJu fan girl even broke her leg and has to be casted!

Although i'm a triples, i still admire SNSD for their courage, being able t cope everything in the entertainment circles esp seohyun who is still so young. but after this issue, i think, their image has dropped. the report claims that SNSD has been feeding off SuJu's popularity and that everything is just a plan by SM entertainment to make their candy group famous. to hitch SuJu's popularity. there's also report that everything started off with tiffany's disrespectful comment to SuJu and disregarded them as SNSD's sunbae(senior), and to clear up, she just said that as she was brought up in US, she wasnt taught the "korean culture". but er, i was thinking, when was it even a korea culture to respect senior/older people around you? you mean US people can be disrespectful to seniors? i dont think so.

going back to the silent treatment, i think that compared to what the SOSHI fans did to the other FC, the silent treatment was nothing. really. what more, Suju apologised on behalf of their fans to SNSD's fans when the violence started, but yet, SNSD just encouraged them by thanking them for their support. hmmm, is either it never occur to SNSD that what their fans were doing were wrong or, they are just trying to keep their fan based, protect their fans in hope that their number of fans will grow?

anyway, i will leave the website that i read this post from, and if interested, go take a look.
ONCE AGAIN, I DO NOT MEAN TO GIVE ANY BAD NAME OR WHATSOEVER TO SNSD. I AM JUST AIRING MY VIEWS ABOUT THIS SITUATION!
http://shenyuepop.com/2008/06/09/behind-the-scene-at-the-2008-dream-concert/

K-POP HWAITING, anyway.
be it Super junior, SNSD, SS501, DBSK, SHINEE, C.N BLUE or any other!

2010-03-07T06:34:00.000-08:00

완두콩공주(((:

feel so accomplished witht his new korean word((:
a deep sense of satisfaction.
LOLs.

2010-03-01T19:59:00.000-08:00

back to blogging.
ONCE AGAIN, BORED.
i'm like always bored. oh well.
anyway, A level results will be out soon.
soo, my brother will be coming out on thursday!
either that or, friday. Super early in the morning book out.
soo poorthing. i mean, he got no time to be scared and worried and anxious for his results .
OH WAIT. he's pai ka now. so he need not do alot of exercises now. YAY.
bet he's slacking now in the camp.
He called this morning. LOL. he just woke up.
cause he's platoon were going for a 6km walk. so he wasask to go back to bunk and sleep.
HHAHAHHA.
He's going to ba a pig soon!

--

aanyway, should be going to sim lim sq to get an itouch for my brother tomorrow. either i buy from there or from apple.com. Getting that for him so that he can go online in camp! cause he's starting his 2 weeks field camp. not sure if his phone batteries can last THAT long. and yea. his girlfriend? MSN-ing her! (((:

--

received the enrollment package on saturday? yea. enrollment starts tomorrow. cant buy new laptop! ))):

2010-02-25T06:00:00.000-08:00

back to blogging again.
i realise that its super boring to stay at home daily.
i dont know why. but i cant stand it anymore.
my mother has been nagging everytime.
i'm using the comp for about 6 hours everyday?
yea. it is alot. But hey, what else can i do right?
i mean, i dont have to study now, and i dont know where to go.
everywhere is boring.
when i use, she nag that i'm wasting electricity.
when i off it, she says i'm wasting time.
i really wish to go out everyday,
but she will scold that i'm going out everyday and not spending time at home with her.
ARGH.

and now, i'm sharing my room with a PERSON. WTH.
i mean, fine.
i can share with you, but the thing is, IT'S MY ROOM. why the hell do i have to leave the room at 9pm just to let you sleep?!
and when i leave the room at 9, i cant watch outside tv cause its occupied. then when i on the computer, i get scolded that i keep using the computer.
what else can i do when i already got kicked out of my OWN room right!

my brother havent called today.
waiting
waiting
waiting
waiting
he has been on guard duty on wed?
yea. and he said that the guard bunk is BLACK.
means, not clean la.
AND RIGHT.
they are going science centre/discovery centre on sat before they book out!
SO COOL RIGHT!
recuits actually get to go on excursions!
LOL.
anyway, he still havent called yet!
but 10pm lights out, ..
maybe he fell asleep le.
oh well.

2010-02-21T05:44:00.001-08:00

First it was runny nose,
then it was sore throat,
then an ulcer appeeared,
then now,
a slight fever.
Geez. thanks alot, flu bug. You have done a great job at conquering me.
ARGH.
this flu has made me sleep like a pig, eat like nothing, look like an idiot.
What a great way to loss weight.

my brother just came out of the camp yesterday, and is back in today again.
i didnt send him to Pasa ris(?) today cause wasnt feeling well..
he should be sleeeping now?
in that hot room. not bunk. suana is probably a better word.
): i'm starting to look up to all the NS mens who did it through the NS.
I ADMIRE THEM. like seriously.
its so true when they say that one will only understand aft going through the process.
true, i dont understand the pain and suffering they go through, i will never understand.
but i understand how the family members, esp the mothers feel.
is like, you worry for him everytime.
when the weather change, you will wonder, is it raining there? will they stop practicing or continue?
when reading newspaper, you see gobal issuse. you will think if they will involve your brother/son, and worry if it will be tough.
when you watch shows about health care, you will wonder if he's healthy inside the camp, if he's drinking enough water to hydrate himself, if he's eating well, if he's overdoing the exercises...
there's just so much things to worry about and that's enough to keep one person in daze for hours.
each week, i just hope that the weekends will last longer so that he can rest longer.. but it is just as short.. hearing him complain of shoulder ache, chest pain, muscle ache,...
i can only hope that his service will quickly end.
really.
i seem like the only sister in the world that worrys like the mother.. but i cant help it right?

anyway, Onew's The name i loved is great!! Iloveit! its like, woohoo~!
LOL

2010-02-17T21:05:00.000-08:00

Been slacking at home recently.
stopped working alr.
got fired. NONO. i quit.
without work, life seems a little boringg at home.
hmm, is this like a post working syndrome or something?
sounds weird.
but nevertheless, i'm pretty glad that work's over and holiday is 'starting' although it has pretty much started a couple of MONTHS ago.
oh well. it great that i get to take a couple of weeks break before the poly term starts.

CNY has been a blast.
er. not really?
didnt get much of hongbao this year. expected though.
what i really enjoyed most is being able to meet up with all my cousins, filling up the houses we visited with laughter, chit chattering, COINS CLANGING SOUND! yeap, gambling(:
HAHHAHAHAH. i've been really down with luck though.
Loss super alot during our rounds. OMG. lost like 5 bucks? when i've been playing like 10 cents, 20 cents/round?
That's alot right?!
IKNOW.

preety depressed. but nevermind, maybe by lossing 5 bucks, i can gain much more throughout the year! (:
be happy for me:D

anyway, my brother called home yeaterday. ):
preety saddening to hear him complain.
he said that they were carrying dumbells and running their rounds. LIKE OMG.
WTH. the running is already tiring enough for them, and now, adding on the damn dumb bells!
he said the day was filled with chin up, push up, running etc. non-stop!
I HATE BMT.
How is that MILITARY CAMP when they are just running..
maybe yea. you do need the stamina to run for military bt isnt that a little too much for new recuits like my brother?
i mean, my brother who already got gold for his NAPFA during JCs years is suffering. what about those who were weaking during their NAPFA? arent they feeling worst?! isnt it moer tough for them!?
i'm starting to feel lucky that i'm a girl, not needing to go through all these tough training.. D:
OH WELL. its all fated.

i freaking need to exercise and loss weight! GROWING FATTER EACH DAY! damn it!

2010-02-12T05:52:00.000-08:00

my kor's back!
YAY!
SUPERBLY GLAD!
hahahah.
he said, it was okay, except for the daily 5 dontknowwhat that is very sian. Zzz.
so happy!
he's botak head so damn cool la! i want it too!
(: (:

2010-02-07T06:35:00.000-08:00

kor didnt call home today.
i guess his phone ran out of battery already.
):
i miss my korkor):
i'm like crying everyday!!
AAHHHHHHHH!

2010-02-06T05:39:00.000-08:00

Just sent my brother into the camp on tekong):
i mean, in the morning.
he just called back. at 9.30, on the dot.
SO SAD.
i miss my korkor! ):
lucky that he's coming back on friday because of CNY.
now i really pity the other recruits who have to go back for 9 weeks.

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!
i cant wait for friday to come! friday faster come!
kor called saying that his hair was cut/shave! ):
hahahhha. and, he said, the officers forced them to call parents! HAhaHHAHAH
so funny!
He say the officers walk around their bunk room watching them until they cannot talk bad!
HAHAHAHHA. too bad. we cant hear the bad side.
He have to say they very handsome etc.
LOL.
So funny!

i miss korkor!
):

2010-02-04T07:02:00.000-08:00

OT-ed yesterday.

till about 10pm?

yea. and both me and madwoman were one of the first to to leave the office(of all the OT people)

anyway, time pass really fast this few days. time spent in office seems to be so much shorter and

passing at a faster rate. which is good right? i mean, its thursday night and it only feels like wednesday! i guess doing alot of things and keeping myself busy helps. (: i have fax, mails coming in, answering calls, excuting requests from customers, checking details, etc. time pass SUPER DUPER fast. it was like, wooooo~ and the days over!

LOL

anyway, my brother going for NS enlistment on sat. so i will be taking leave. No talks.

ENLISTMENT. OH NO. the house, the comp is going to be empty! LOL.

yeayea. so we going for his last dinner with his HAIR tomorrow, and the next morning, AHHAHAHAHAAHHAHA. HAIRLESS(: ~sounds wrong.~

i'm bored now.

2010-02-01T05:17:00.000-08:00

SHINEE, my second love(:

yeap, went to lot 1 yesterday to see my 2nd love(: {L}

but end up, after running 4-5 times up and down from 1st to 4th floor, we gave up and sat infront of the tv screen near the mrt there to,, see the movements(:

yea. hopeless fans like us had no choice but to sitt there and watch the soundless live broadcast of what's happeneing 4 floors up. sadly.

SHINee! LOVELOVE(:

anyway, went to work myself today.

left home at 7.30? yea.

and reach about 9.10. then waited for madwoman!(:

she's sadly sstill overtiming in office):

Poormadwoman):

anyway, was glad that office allowed us to S-T-O-P calling people and pick up calls all day.

time passed SUPER and i mean SUPERRRR fast today. i took dontknow how many orders in one day! WOOHOO!~

(:(: happyhappy(:

i'm finally not emo-ing.

2010-01-29T05:49:00.000-08:00

Okay, changed my blogskin and didn't update much yesterday.

Today, visit RP in the morning.

For my transfer.

Yes. i'm now in RP as a hospitality student instead of a sport student.

although i really know how how the hell i was enrolled into a sports course,

i'm glad that i'm out of it.

so much of crying and frustration ended soon after i left the campus and

i feel that it was a wise choice of me to go RP, hospitality instead of appealing to Np or Sp or any other campuses.

Called my cousin during work and realised that,

students of hotel and hospitality management in RP have to wear uniform and heels to school!

i was like, SHIT.

i still have to wear uniform for another 3 years!

Also, it is a rule to smile and greet every facilitators you see,

if not you will be penalised. SHIT.

my job as a CSO is continuing but this time,

is not over a phone set but face to face!

anyway, went to work after that and got a call from my stalker again.

he called me like 5 times yesterday?

and today called while i was at RP and i was told to call him back ASAP.

i was like, WHAT HE WANT AGAIN!

after that, wanted to call up my customer to arrange a timing to collect payment,

but instead, got scolded.

The customer claims that our driver actually left the hamper at a coffeeshop and told the reciient to go to the coffeeshop to collect the hamper. But after asking the driver, we realise that there was 2 side to the story and i didn't know what to do. the driver said that he was ask to meet the recipient in a market. MARKET, yes. not a coffee shop!

so,,, i pass the case to supervisor(:

i'm smart, i know.

♥KYU JONG!♥

2010-01-28T06:49:00.000-08:00

Just changes my blogskins.

things to note,

my tagboard is fill with my ♥ cause i as trying to spam it.

and my link there hor, want me to link just tag me la hor.

okay.

going to sleep le

update tomorrow lo!!!

2010-01-23T05:50:00.001-08:00

its saturday today and i was back at work this morning till aftnn 2.30pm.

we have to start working on sat starting today because its the 'peak' period.

Peak, yes.

how peak can it get when the phone rings barely twice per hour

and we were not allow to pick up calls?

so, going back was just to go back being a robot and say,

"good morning, may i speak to xxxx?

hi xxxx, i'm calling from (______) and my name is yunice. Just want to check with you,

for the coming Chinese new year,

would your company be interested in ordering any hampers?"

and to be faced with, NONONONONO. no thanks. *slam phone*

The phone rings for an average of 30 seconds and the convo ends in 20 seconds.

someone who ace their math please tell me if

its proportional?

today was worst.

not only did the phone not ring,

rarely do people pick up the phone even when we call out today.

Is saturday really a day when people dont pick up calls?!

i'm getting sick of hearing the ringing sound in my ear.

i'm sick of listening to customer's tired voice.

Cant the just perk up alittle when faced with a call from companies like us with

pathetic sales people like us?

sad.

COMEBACK

2010-01-21T06:08:00.000-08:00

...

Hm, this seems to be the dead-est blog i have ever seen.

Its llike the 123456789 years after my last post.

yea, i'm back because i'm bored of my working life.

yes, my last post was about studying and the next, working.

working as a CSO seems to be a fun job at the beginning, but as days gets along,

you seem to feel that the job ain't that interesting after all.

you get sick and tired of repeating the same few words for each call,

just as how a robot works.

sometimes, i just wonder, why not they just invent their own robots?

save money on the salary of 15 cheap labour CSO workers.

hm, i just said cheap labour? gee.

as most of us pass the test, we start to find enjoyment in the job

when we race to pick up calls.

we compete with one another and see who gets the call and sales.

the enjoyment and satisfaction comes only when you get the call,

and the others have to dissapointedly replace the phone set.

then is when i feel that the job is worth my time.

but this hardly ever happens.

what we do everyday is to call out, call out, and call out.

that's all.

repeating the same few words 300 over times a day is no big deal,

but repeating it 1500(estimated) times a week can be boring.

coming on the to end of the 3rd week,

its certainly getting on my nerves.

i'm starting to dread going to that cold cold office, picking up that phone,

listening to customer slam their phone down and still say,

thank you very much for your time.

it sucks.

it does.

just got chided off by a customer today.

shall not rattle.

am fustrated by her and her idiotic attitude.

Pissed off, but said sorry.

what can i do?

upset that i can tell no one about my fustration,

upset that there's no one to listen to my troubles,

upset that i'm losing my interest for my work,

upset that my life did not turn out the way i wanted,

upset that everytime is going wrong.

i'm missing him again.

2009-06-05T06:11:00.001-07:00

today's the last day of sturctured lessons. Nxt week would be the unofficial start of the tortured holiday.

had drama yeaterday and today.

NOT CONNECTED TO THE CHARACTER!

was the comment that ms sim gave me for 2 days in a row.

And exams are on the last week of school holidays, tuesday.

till then, we will not see MsS for more comments.

I'm scared!

i'm afraid!

HOWHOWHHOW!

someone help!

i'm starting the feel that life is not all about the degrees you attain, the hounors you received, but more of the relationship that you cultivate through your life. what d you think?

My mouth hurts.

IMY, grandpa.

2009-06-02T06:22:00.000-07:00

Alot of things happened this few weeks. grandfather passed away, chinese O's...

21th May 2009

my dearest grandfather passed away on 21th may 2009.

i cant really remember the details. but i know, in my heart, that he will remain precious to me.

we all missed him, we all cried.

everyone did.

from my uncles to my aunties to my cousins to even my youngest cousin.

He was 96.

He went away somewhat in his sleep.

he's old. He's quite healthy till the last minute. except for some illness.

Smile, Yunice.

That day, 21th may, was also my grandmother's 4th death anniversary.

Yes, the same day, 4 years ago.

i heard from my uncle who was with him when he had his last breath that he was waiting for the time and he literally let go his breath.

the time was nealy the same as my grandmother.

My dear romantic grandfather, we miss you. Go in peace, ah gong.

We will smile, don't worry.

Chinese O's was yeaterday.

it was alright.

although i had many different answers when i check with smart cousin.

OH WELL.

2009-05-19T05:09:00.000-07:00

Not in school for the whole of today, same will it be for tomorrow.
ITS MARKING DAY.
WOOTS~

HAHAH. okay, i really glad that exams are over, but i depressed beause this means that O's is drawing nearer and nearer!! ARGH. this is bad alright? i really afraid that i will do really badly for mid years as well as O's! what if i do really badly? what will happen to me? where can i go? i really dont know.

alright. so, i will be mugging hard after this two marking days. (finding excuses for myself) OH WELL. anyway, found out a new game, Dance online that is really fun! Aunt introduced it to me! HAHAH. have been playing it for since yesterday. AHHA.

*i pray for you, hoping you will recover soon,grandpa.

SYF-- SILVER

2009-04-25T01:47:00.000-07:00

yeap, we got silver for SYF. And un-surprisingly, we all cried. result was realised on thursday morning and everyone in the group cried. The principal was there too. And we still cried. Oh well.

EMDD was a huge sucess! Somehow i feel that all the hardwork paid off. Greatest thanks to the various people who help to make this event of KC a huge sucess! Hmmm, including me? HAH. thick-skinned! Anyway, it was tiring and i had to see so many 'faces' of the people in charge.. anyway, lets not talk about that.

pretty bored now. Oh. yeaterday's drama exam was uh hmm. okay, so at least i left the black box with a grade. not like that time. U-n-g-r-a-d-e-d. at least i got a low band 2 now. So, i stirving for Band 1 the next re-re-exam that's on monday. hopefully, really hopefully, i can get it. IF NOT, I CAN JUST DROP DEAD ON THE SPOT! okay not that but...

monday's chiese mindyears and i'm still here. not studying. Well Done, Yunice! english's on tuesday. Hmmm, Midyears are fast and approaching. soon, O level would be at my doorstep.

until now, i still don't know if i want to go JC or Poly. confused, unsure,unknown.

GOLD WITH HONOURS!

2009-04-17T05:58:00.000-07:00

KC's dance club got GOLD WITH HONOURS FOR THEIR SYF! Congratulations! Its the first time in our school history that we get gold with honours and we are proud of our dance girls!
So, here's hoping drama will too, do well.

Anyway, yesterday, watch CATS at esplande. Its good! but i thought that some parts are boring and i kinda fell asleep. But its good overall. My seating place sucks.its like the third level from the stage. so we cant see that clearly. And only 10 people from our class were on the third level, the rest were on the second level! Not fair can! urgh! Oh well.

TODAY. Classroom attendance. 20/40. Nice! half the class never come. BUT. it not the first time anyway. it happened before. Cause last night we only reach back school at 11.10pm.
by the time we reach home, bath etc.. its already 12 plus plus. The next morning have to wake up again. So irrating. They think we're superwomens is it? no need to sleep uh.. and, cause i already never go on tuesday, i have to go today. so yea. boring.

There's EMDD next week. And i not sure if i still want to do the lighting anot. So.. Anyway, what's cool is that, the next day, school's starting at 8.25am. Like, Woah! once in the life time! HAH. but well. makes no difference to me. cause on thursdays, i have the first 5 periods free. so, yea. no difference even if i skip it anot. but, i can wake up later! That's fun. cause my brothers will be out and i will be still sleeping!! YAY! so fun!

i feel so childish now.

SYF'S OVERRR!

2009-04-15T06:09:00.000-07:00

Monday was SYF. and so, i was tensed. although i should really not cause this way, i would only bring stress to the rest of the performer, but oh well. anyway, it was rather smooth flowing. except that we started before the person can introduce us. But that's not our fault. We weren't told about it..

i just snip off my brother's hair. He got caught for his hair by DM today. so have to cut. HAHHAHAHA. damn fun! i cut until got one hole there.. Then he lian chou chou. HAH. too bad! its pay back time. Who ask you cut mine until one hole also?? (:

I was absent from school yesterday as well. not feeling too well. Submitted a letter to lao shi. then she asked me how many letters i submitted already. School rule, not more than 5 letter a year. not very sure how many i submitted already.. hope she wont realise.

i was told that it was fun yesterday. they celebrated easter and had sing-along with the guides. So fun. But i wasn't there. Never got to enjoy.

went Mac's for lunch after chem extra lesson. with Jia ying, Yen ming, Dian, Aishah. Had a good laugh. i think the best part was when Jy did her pronuciation work. For example, the file type: pst. she pronounce it as PPPSSSSSST instead of reading the letters out P-S-T. HAHAHAAH. then she was given many examples to show her silly-ness. HAHAHAH. we were all laughing away.. invited stares from people.

anyway, will be back. bye

2009-04-10T05:46:00.000-07:00

Friday. its Good friday. Yes. i woke up in the morning hoping that i could make full use of the day to study and brush up on my studies. BUT BUT BUT, i ended running a fever. So, i had to sleep the eintire day. I know i could have studied instead of sleeping. but i really want to go for drama tomorrow and i dont want to skip it. So i have to sleep and recover fast. SYF's on monday. i can't afford to skip it! Therefore, i MUST GET WELL!

Anyway, Chemistry sucks. Like really. i hate chem can! is like, no matter how much i study, it just won't get into my head. And, its like, mental block!

OMG. i cant blog now. bye

2009-04-08T06:05:00.000-07:00

SYF is next monday. So currently, we're all gearing up for that major competition. for this week, we have school for only 4 days right? cause of good friday. And of the 4 days, 3 days are dedicated to SYF practices and the last, one pathetic day is for drama elective. So i'm practically staying back everyday of this week for drama till easily 6 pm. believe me. If friday weren't a public holiday, i would have to stay back for drama as well. So, Friday is replace on saturday. With me having to go back at 8.30 for practices. You see, i'm not a performer and yet i going back every single time. i really think its a waste of time. I NEED THE TIME TO STUDY AND THEY JUST ROB ME OFF THE TIME! when everyone else has stepped down from CCAs, i'm still here..

Today is wednesday. Since monday, i have been standing infront leading the school with the national anthem. My school has came up with the idea of making the student leaders take turns to lead in the national anthem. So this week was the CCA leaders turn. And naturally, i have to take serene's place cause she has her councillor duty to do. Oh. well.

There's Literature CA tomorrow. And there's Chemistry CA tomorrow. GOT to go and study! BYEBYE

2009-03-19T23:43:00.000-07:00

The so-called holiday week is ending soon. real soon, infact.
and i am still not even in the holiday mood yet! okay, fine. Yunice, you're sec 4. where do you get the holiday to have the holiday mood?

anyway, so yesterday's drama exam was a diasaster. i was ungraded! Because MsS thinks that idk what. so we 3 are not graded at all. there's going to be a re-exam in 3 weeks time. Going to brush it up up up! i must get at least a B. I don't really have confindence in my this current character. so, i shall work extremely hard to get a B. Mind you, its a guy! i playing a guy okay? ..
i am still trying to rush through my homeworksssss. i just bought the A2 board for english. JUST. so, i doubt i can finish it by today. and yes, i'm still here typing away... -.-
Rushing my chinese 作文 now. But the thing is, i dont know what to write about!!! ARG. STUCKSTUCKSTUCK!

um, i really got nothing to write. i have always said that i want to close down this blog. But it never happen. Oh well.

2009-03-13T06:00:00.000-07:00

NowNow, today's the end of term 1
this end tells me that O level is nearing! and at the same time, makes me feel that there's no holiday for me at all.
Piles of homework have started to pile up, creating the highest pile ever. i'm afraid i can't finish them all in just this week. every single subject has their own homework. And er hmm, it not 1-2 pages of work. Its projects. And guess what? Even PE has homework. suppose to research about past and present altheles. -.- in preparation for YOG. What! they think we got not enough homework already is it??
English-- concept board on 'play' (A2 Size borad)
Chinese-- 1 小练笔， 1 报章报道
Maths-- worksheet on Standard division in which, MrL haven't start teaching.
Literature-- 2 unseen essays.
Geography--Natural vegetation worksheet
Social Study--reasearch on the economy crisis and how it effect singapore. A report.
Drama--GET MY DAMN SCRIPT DONE. THURSDAY IS THE DAMN EXAM!

speaking of drama, i cried today alright?
you see, the exm is on coming thursday and just today, we are asked to channge the script again. like, how are we suppose to get the script done, blocking, set, lighting all by thursday! we are left with less than a week!! And MsS refuses to postpone the deadline!
the 3 of us cried today. we're really stress out! we all have to go back everyday on the so-called holiday for drama. Its freaking pissing off!!

ARGHH!
STRESSSTRESSSTRESS!
tomorrow's Meet the parents session. And, i'm going to die a terrible death. cause, getting report cards tomorrow right infront of parents, see my reslt, faint on the spot. SJAB ppl(melissa!) come running to my. CPR. send to hospital. Okay, i'm just fantasizing. i really don't want. My results are like... ARG.

2009-03-12T05:11:00.000-07:00

Parent teacher meeting this saturday!
and its either i die or i die.
so both options, still die.
Report book will be release to parents straight from teachers!!
ARGH.
i'm very scared alright? i know i did badly and i really don't want to show them my results.
its 'o' level year and i'm getting this kind of results. If i don't do well, i think its only retain, ITE or er.. LASELLE. but i don't prefer to go LASELLE though.

anyway, for the holidays, i will be going back to school for 4 out of the five schooling holidays. Might as well not give us holiday right??

tuesday, friday going back for drama CCA.
wednesday, thursday going back for drama elective.
speaking of drama elective , thursday is our exam and.....
TA DA! we are still stuck at finailzing the script!
we don't have costumes, in fact, we haven't even memorized our lines!
so, do you think we are ready for exam? the answer's NO!
but it's still coming.. and we're dying!
i think we are damn smart lorrr!
HAH!

The thing is, i think all groups aren't ready yet. so, i guess it's either everybody do very badly or does very well. er. wait. i think only our group going to do very badly. cause the other 2 groups have costumes and have memorized their lines, just that, not all down and are working on their stage performance. But my group? SAD CASE! nothing at all!

2009-02-21T06:18:00.000-08:00

Hi Hello and How do you do?
okay. i might just start to recite the class cheer again.
Hmmm. the CAs are just over, and i'm currently feeling slightly better. after all the stress.
i think i've been rather stress out this days. For the last few year, whenever after CAs, i'll always think that, "okay, so exam aren't over yet. Yunice, don't be so glad." But for now, somehow, after this CA i feel like " yay! exams are over!" when in actual fact, NO! Its drawing nearer!!! I guess i am too stress out that i feel like i've been stdying for the entire year already??

Drama has been rather stressful this few weeks. Working on our devise piece and our monolouge concurrently is definately a tough road. Monday- devise piece. Friday- monolouge. Its like, my entire week is filled with DRAMA. Monday, wednesday, friday! ALLdrama! Dad's getting real pissed at this tight DRAMA-ing schedule. i can tell. And we have been watching plays almost every week! the reviews are killing me, alright! i really don't know what to write about them! ARGH. Did alot of memorizing work. i actually memorized my monolouge last week. But somehow, i wasn't confident about the word. so, i was honestly scared. + blocking. i have never actually really sat down, and think throughly about my blocking. And TA DA! i needed to do improvisation work. Lucky MsS never say anything about the badly done inprov. well, she said that i need to work on my speech (speaking way too fast), my body gesture (not facing the audience) , and MORE! alot to work on, alright?

today, i was just talking to my brother about some stuff about his carbonated drink, and yes. After studying too much for Biology, i'm definately under strong influence. i started telling him about reflex action and etc. He was like " er. hello. what are you talking about uh?"

Maybe my brain's gonna burst. was just writing my review. Trying to find different point to write, but yea. the reason why i'm here? cause i can't think of any!!

anyway, think i'm wasting alot of time typing away here. might as well use the time to settle my review.
HAH.

Byebye

2009-02-12T05:29:00.000-08:00

Here comes my usual comment: the week past by real fast
and yes, its too fast to allow my to take a breather for a while, stop, and relax.
NO. time is not on my side.
when next week comes, i will be worst off. Why?
because next week is when all the CAs commences.
and i am scared.
Because i really need to do well for even as simple as class tests, what more a CA paper?

currently frantically trying to clear the subjects at hand. SS-done. clearly happy that i managed to memorize the facts. Hopefully, i will be able to do well (as in studying) for the other subjects.

Anyway, going St Nics tomorrow. for some drama play. yea. 5.30 to 9pm.
can just die in there! so, iwas thinking, aft school, come home, bath and out i go again. from here to AMK, hmmmm, an hour should be fine? ah hah!

got to go and STUDY again. once again, time is not on my side!

2009-02-06T04:41:00.000-08:00

Currently down with flu, cough and yea. the usual stuff. i hate my nose to the core. Its dripping mucus like nobodies business(not that its true!) But i really cantcontrol it! and i cant stand it too. was wearing jacket the whole day. getting stares at people who think i'm weird. But i DONT CARE.
i'm suppose to be watching a play right now, but apperently, i'm home. cause i'm sick on medication, cant function as hyper as usual, cant concentrate and am not allow to go tonight. My father spoke to MsS for the first time, that i cant go. I didnt dare to tell her. i was afraid she would blow her top. I didnt go for drama elective lessons today already cause i needed the doctor badly. Yeap. so now, i'm stuck at home, thinking if i should lie down and sleep or continue typing away, researching on stuff for work alright?

school's getting more and more stress as the days go by, and i can definately feel the pressure rising. i'm afraid that if i can perform well for O's, i hae to retain which i really dont want to. And up till now, i have yet to make up my mind whether to go JC or Poly. Like, really. Its a tough choice. i really dont know.

the week starting 16 feb would be all the CAs. I have to score or rather, ace them! i need to prove to other peple who look down on us that we, comine science stream can do better than even triple sciene stream ones! but we have to work really hard. And i'm sure if we work hard, we can do it!

GANBETTE!

2009-02-03T04:45:00.000-08:00

Alright. Today, hmmmm. its rather.. tiring. Although today is suppose to be one of the 2 days when i get to go home straight after school, i am feeling tired and lerthargic. i fell asleep in the train, i was half dead when queuing for my ezlink to be made, i was 1/4 sleeping while on the bus. i was really tired today. And the weird thing is, i did not do PE today. when my other classmate ran 2.4km, i was standing there encouraging them. So you see, how can i be tired? i don't understand. Anyway, doing lit essay now. But again, doubt i can finish by today. therefore, i am going to complete all my unfinished tasks.

2009-01-31T19:29:00.000-08:00

here to update on yesterday's event. okay, so everyone in my BIG BIG family came all the way down to choa chu kang, to my house for CNY gathering. and it was really fun alright?

and i really dont know why, but i was on a losing stike yeaterday. Like, i think i lost 10 bucks jst yesterday. really. ask anyone who was playing together. i got the best cards but then, still lost. why? cause i'm U-N-L-U-C-K-Y. That's the only conclusion that i can make.
anyway, i have yet to complete my homework and i'm sure to DIE if i dont do. espicially MrsPT homework. And i can foresee the trouble. i really dont hvae the time. (yea. and i'm here blogging away) HAH
going out in a while. dad has a company lunch and we're all going. the 4 plus going another aunty's house. HAHAHAH. see, schedule's pack. i really dont know how.
okay. got to go do up my hair soon. In a mess.

STRESS.

2009-01-29T04:47:00.000-08:00

Hmmmm.
so today is the fourth week of school and the last week of january.
can say that i am freaking out cause the days are passing by rather quickly or maybe, even more quicker than the past years.

currently trying real hard to memorise my monolouge for drama. 3/4 done. trying to squeeze the remaining few in.( its hard,alright) therefore, i need brain juice. AH. crap. i'm talking nosense again. And the main reason i'm working so hard to memoriseit is because, if we don't memorise the whole thing and do at least 3 mins of blocking, she will kick us all out of class. and MsS means it. so, i Dont want!!!! but secondly, MrM 's back. and i heard his coming to see us tomorrow. I dont want the same usual comment that he gave me before he left. so, i'm working real hard. although i'm not sure if it would pay off.

to think that i was memorising it while i was bathing. hah. I paste it on the wall and bath at the same time. Woots.

anyway, i sprained my ankle last week. so to not do level exercise today, i wore the bandage. and now, my leg hurts like hell.

Was looking forward to Chinese new year, and now, the fourth day has passed and the great time of collecting angbaos is gone too. Saturday is the gathering at my house. HAH. hopefully my house wont be turned upside down by the fellow family members!

anyway, so i'm going back to monolouge now. i have always said that i wanted to quit blogger but i've never done it. Oh well.

2009-01-22T04:25:00.000-08:00

Have blog for a rather long time.

okay.
So, tomorrow's Chinese new year's celeration in school.
And yes. i am NOT going to school tomorrow.
why? not because i pon okay?
but cause i sprained my ankle yesterday and its now bandage.
and, i am not supposed to be jumping for the next 1 month?
HAH. NAPFA test. Standing broad jump. Bye!

anyway, so i am not going to school tomorrow. so i am missing out alot on the party tomorrow!!!
I will be missing out on the little guests that we are inviting to OUR class and i cant be there for the results of our class decoration! AARRRGGGHHHH! i sepend quite alot of time on the deco okay? and its the first time i see 403 so united! we all chiped in and help to decorate the class. It damn nice now! i must say, i am impress. The FnN girls are more creative than the art girls.. HAH. at least, thats what i see. But, the art girls help to draw. So, everybody helped!!!!!

YAY!

okay. Home today. Home tomorrow. So boring!!!! Left all my books in school. Without books now. cant study! damn luhh..

anyway, i am bored now. I am freaking bored now.

2009-01-16T21:29:00.000-08:00

Have been coming back rather late this few days.
i have been staying back almost everyday(except thursday) for drama. Both elective and CCA. er. i guess i am so 'committed' to drama-ing that i am staying back everyday! and its not staying till 6 plus okay? its 7 plus plus and by the time i come back, its 9 plus plus already.

anyway, just reached home. i am very tired but i got tons of work to do, tons of catching up to do. i guess weekends are just the only spare time i have in a week to study hard and catch up...! There are rumors that this year's paper is going to be hard. For the first time in the history of 'O' level, MOE is vetting thru the paper! And that would be harder! Besides, last year's paper was easy. (as my seniors say) so, we have always believe that the paper on alternate years are hard. so yeah. we are in for a tough time.

and for drama, we are so so so so behind the time. our script isn't even written and our exam is during March! omg. we are dead. Rushing thru now. And yes. My monolouge too. I haven't started memorizing it and i haven't even done my character analysis, character profile..etc. many many steps! all not done! omg.

i have been thinking much about whether i am going to JC or Poly. I, until now, haven't made a choice. i was thinking of JC, but scared of the stress. Then Poly, but was afraid i would be able to find get my choice job. ARRGGH.

I think that right, i am stressing out alot!

tired tired tired tired tired.

2009-01-09T05:07:00.000-08:00

we had day camp for yesterday and today.
OMG. very tiring luuuhh...
8-5pm lehh.
although games were incoorperated into the lessons, it was still tiring, okay?
anw, yesterday, we played some game which was qiute fun.
we had 5 people in a group, and we have to stand on wooden planks, walk to the finishing point together. we were leading at first. But as we neared the finishing line, Aysha's group over took! And because we were leading, the facilitator stop our group and told us, that we have to move together without shouting command. that was tough, alright?

and for today, the outdoor game was passing the hoops from one person to another-blindfolded.
and the other game, some of us never got to try. cause MdmF told it was too dangerous cause we have to climb on one another etc.. But it looks fun! ]:

overall, IT IS TIRING. i think that this motivational camp is useful but tiring. and i repeat, TIRING!

okay. i might upload some pictures if it dont contain obvious images of school unform cause our school management is on the hunt for people who put school pictures up. -.-

i realised that i havent blog for a rather long time and its time to really stop blogging. I feel that blogging has taken up much of my time. And today, during the day camp, i sort of cauculated the time i spent on stuff and i am left with 32 hours one week to study. 32 times the 7 months i am leaft before 'O's, with 8 subjects excluding chinese(cause its during June!) to study finish. OMG i feel like dying! and yes. i am still here blogging. so, i might just be leaving it here, like how i did since school reopen-ed, or close it down. ummmmm..

i think i might set up a shit-ting campaign. hmmmmmm...

2009-01-01T04:55:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
HAPPY 'O' LEVEL YEAR! (to me -.-)

okay. we bid farewell to 2008 yesterday and welcome 2009 with warm arms except to make me realise that i am taking the O's this year! OMG. i think i'm growing older! OKAYY. anyway, school's starting tomorrow. i just got the infomation that our teachers are not going to change. EEEEEEKKKKK. I dont want MrJ and MrsK! oh well. FATE!

i haven't blog for so long already... i think for weeks already. i might be closing this blog though, to concentrate on study. I am going to chiong for the next year and work ultra hard for O's. I am already feeling the jitter now.... Honestly, i'm scared for O's. i wonder if i can cross this hurdle easily...

2008-12-15T22:37:00.000-08:00

OH. MEEEEE. GAWD.
I havent posted for who knows how long already!
and yea, i think time flies very fast! 17 (?) more days to next year and my stack of homework is not done yet! Not even touched can! OMG. just die.
and i wont even be home this thursday, friday ,saturday and sunday. OMG OMG.
How ? alot luh. and its all projuect base.

okay. i should stop complaining and start doing!
and i spend alot of money this holiday. my allowance is going to cut next year. must cut cost already. or else, next year can just starve everyday. -.-

anws, i am tired of going about the same routine daily and i want to change everything!
LOL. i dont know what i am talking about too.

2008-12-04T05:40:00.000-08:00

bought new laptop on sunday!
Asus~
HHAHA.
waited very long to have one of my own,
and yeap!

okay
so, drama script not out! DIEDIEDIE!
it was due last week!
OHNO!
anw, i went back to school on monday to do the drama noticeboard.
HHAAHA. but haven't finish yet. going to go back again to finish up and do the banner for new year CCA fair.

And so, my holiday passed like nobodies business and i freaking haven't done any of my homework!
moreover, i am going to stay at grandfather house next week.
how am i suppose to do uuh?
okay. anw, i have been busy this few days with my computer setup and stuff.

i think that singtel sucks.
cause my plan ended the 2 year contract and now i am left with only 500 free sms. and my bill now's like up the mountian alr...

2008-11-29T04:39:00.001-08:00

today went shopping from 1130 am to 800 pm. HAHA. my feet hurt like (___) (lack of vocab). anw, we went toa payoh, then bishan and then,... anw, walk alot alot. didnt' really buy things cause i wasn't having that 'buying things' mood. so yea. it was more of window shopping. wait, not window cause i walked into shops and 'molested' almost all of their stuff!

anw, mumbai bombing. i dont know why, but after reading the few but many articles about our fellow singaporean being shot, i cant help but feel a tinch of sadness for her family. I mean, okay, she was there for a seminar and yes, thats working. and yet, caught as hostage, and shot dead.
i dont understand. do they (militants) not feel for them? its so sad to see the death toll rising and with the family members all waiting by telephones for latest news on their release. And for her (the Singaporean shot dead) family, yea, they got the sadest of the sadest new. Hello. Lawyer there! but its not the occupation that matters. its that, she is their own family member who have been with them for 28 years!
anw, i am really feeling sorry for her and her family.

OKAY. Going to have a laptop soon! HAHA. but idk which brand to buy yet. HAHA tmr going for laptop-shopping! YAY!
suppose to work on drama script but yea, i am still typing here. i really think that blogging is getting more and more boring alr. really.

2008-11-21T04:11:00.000-08:00

i think blogging is boring. or maybe, my life is boring so i got nothing to blog about so its boring. eveybody's going oversea. me? Awwwwwwww.
okay fine. sunday is my brother and my father birthday. (: same birhtday! i always thought that it is a very conicidental thing to have the same birthday. yeah. i think of this every year. Like, how can that happen? but anyways, it cool. This way, we can celebrate together so the party can b more grand! (:
anyways, i secretly think that playing xbox is fun! (: this few days, i have been playing need for speed with my brothers and i think its fun! HAHAs.

kaykay. fine. i am going blog-hopping alr. byebye. (:

2008-11-19T19:37:00.000-08:00

okay. iam now watching the P6 from my school taking their PSLE results. bet they are shivering. HAAHA. i was, okay? i hear clapping sounds from the 6A class. duh. smart people always get claps. -.- OMG. i see people crying. awwwww. i can still remember luh, that time, when we got our results that time, i was shock. cause i was sick during the papers, so i nv expected myself to do like that. okay. its not that bad luhh. HAHHAHAHA. lucky i applied for DSA. or else uh, i got no where to go already.

okay. i am seriously thinking of switching to livejournal alr. it is so much more fun, and much easier. really. And blogger is so... aiya. i dont know luhh. (: okay.

yesterday, my brother cut my hair until now, i got spikes. -.- cause he took the wrong sisscors. the he at first want to jian bao but he took the cutting thaat one and just snip off! hahahah. lucky is underneath so can't be seen. or else uh, i bu gan chu men le!

i got to go. byebye. (:

2008-11-16T23:33:00.000-08:00

WLAO WLAO WLAO WLAO WLAO WLAO!
all my friends in friendster GONE!
damn it luhhhhhh.
0 left lehh!
what wrong with it luh huh?!?

LAZY-NESS

2008-11-16T23:12:00.000-08:00

dad was sick since friday. so we nv really go out.
HAH.
okay.
saturday. nv go BC's Last lesson! WOOTS. (: too lazy. (:
BLAHBLAHBLAH.
i got no mood to bog now.
currently loading shows to my MP4.
HOPE IT WOULD WORK!
okay. bye. i got nothing to write.

2008-11-13T04:49:00.000-08:00

HAVENT BLOG for quite soon time. i am getting sick alr.
i mean, sick of blogging.
LOL.
okay.
start for tuesday. okay.
tuesday. Went to IJ TP for drama showcase.
OMG.
their school is damn big luhhh.6 floor. got lift somemore.not like my char-chared school. -.- But then, their performance abit not so good uh. okay. so maybe the rain was darn heavy that i cant hear them clearly. they so never project their voice. but the set were good. and the sec 1 are sure WAY better than OUR sec 1!! SSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHH. okay. I couldn't hear them, so i sort of lost interest. i know i am not suppose to. It's rude right? i know. but i cant help it! it was so boring! yea. so after that, we were walking to the train station UNDER THE RAIN. and somehow, maybe because i am too thin or some shit, my front was all wet but my back, all dry. LOL. yea. the rain was damn heavy and i got no umbrella. yeah. okay.

so i went to lunch wit rachel and shriveena. at, er , shaw house-lido there. LOL. we were weird luhh. we were going up the escalator when suddenly, i felt we felt like watching HSM 3. LOL. Then we were like, okay, lets watch. then we go book tickets and all. HAHAHA. damn funny. super last minute luhh. Hah long john for lunch. rachel say long john sucks. i dont know why she say that. it's good okay?

yeah. then wednesday.
went town. we went to bugis library to discuss our drama script thingy. then cause we were too noisy we were 'thrown out' of the refrence library. then we went camping on the 4th floor corridor. then the sercurity guard came to tell us. but she is very nice. i thought they would come and scream at us. HAHA. she nv. she came and talk to us, telling us where else we can go and stuff. Nice person. then we went to the hans. HAHA. blah blah blah. then it started to rain heavily again. the wind was darn strong that i was like, being push by the wind. it was hard to walk against it(the wind). See how light am i? and cause we were carrying laptops, the security gaurd thought that wewere poly students. HAHAHA. okay. walk under rain (AGAIN) to bugis junction and blah blah blah.

today. thursday.
had lighting workshop for the whole day. OMG. morning the train pack-ness is just horrible. my feet got steped on so many times!!! LOL. reach there realise that our teacher was BENG. he was our drama instructor also! HAHAHAH. okay. then aft diane and ally left, i was damn bored. stuck with the sec 2 who dont know the meaning of, behave. -.- coming back in the train sucks too.

okay. actually still got alot to blog. but very lazy alr. so i am stopping here. Very long, isn't it?

insomia!

2008-11-08T06:43:00.000-08:00

was trying to fall asleep just now.
but i just cant!
i think there are just some things still stuck in my mind,
unable to unwind it out.
i cant sleep.
yea.
and i end up, here. in front of the computer, blogging away.

i am getting sick of blogging but something is pushing me and asking me to continue blogging.
but idk what is that. it is just like, a .. idk.

today is a WTH day.
idk.
i just feel so tired of my usual living lifestyle already.
and i feel like, if i dont change it, i will go crazy.
eh. but my life is much better than alot of people can!

why this post like so emo uh?
LOL.

idk what t blog about already.
like, really.
byebye.

2008-11-07T21:05:00.000-08:00

just changed skin--YESTERDAY!.
see the irony in my words? okay.
so, i am now at BC.
GOSH.
the keyboard here damn hard to type..!
espicially the space bar.
HAHAHAHAHHA.
okay.

IAMVERYBORED!
i am officially surrounded by children.
then entire room luhhh.
all children one.
TSK.
no secondary school people luhh.
TSK.
okay.
i hope that we get o watch movie aggain!
HAH.
best way to kill time. (:

and i swear,
the children here are very childish!
they are playing some stupid shooting game.
then some playing miniclips.
aiyo!
and also very noise.
okay.
thats why they are called CHILDREN right?

just got scolded before coming out of house.
TSK.
okay. i am going to class to stone and wait for the latecomers to com!
(:
officially bored.